Clever

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I feel ‘clever’. I always use others as indicator. It’s like I am lack of self confidence. I hate that. Really really hate that. That is not me. But I don’t know why I love to use them. Since I’m 15. I feel stupid. Really stupid. I want to kill myself.

I hate myself to death.

Now, I am trying to improve myself. Wish me and hope me to change. I need help and change. Hopefully I can.

T-Tv