i'm not good
and i'm not bad
only those trully and willingly wants to know me
would know
how bad and good i am
*except ma famley lah*
human right
that sounds like a boring topic
maybe i should ask those taking it in elective course
because it do sounds boring
and yeah
maybe everyone doesn't care of it
yet
they do when it comes to their right
people
always like that
thinking of your own pleasure
and stop there
yeah
i like to think a lot
even nonsense
and i always like to recall my past a lot
of how something i said and i do and i decide
always
and yeah
i do sometimes
stop shortly to think a lot
but not usually
i don't like that kind of attitude
i don't blame people of becoming like that though
but
sometimes i just can't stand it
hell yeah
i'm a girl
lady technically
and of course
i also do have hormone problem
but that's not it
i don't know why but sometimes
i just can't stand people
who can't think out of box
yeah
loose that positive sense
go on
i have five siblings and all of them are different
not totally but
all of them has their own personality
and attitude that's just
normally certain people have
and i know them very well
and that's why i don't blame people
for their own attitude
and yeah
i just don't like attitude than care to hate people
that's what my parents taught me
this is one of all living skills i gain from my parents
and i do feel proud of them
regardless what people say
so
i do sometimes
can't stand this short-minded people
can't think even out of square
also non-open minded people
and these do makes me feel stupid sometimes
pouring my own self into my own anger
which makes me can't think straight
people
i don't hate you
it's just that sometimes
i can't take it
it's too much
and i feel suffocated with your attitude
and i am no god and no angel
so don't expect me to be like angel
smiling all the way
yeah
i am just fun to be with
but sometimes
i need space to be human
and feel what i should feel
and that's also my right
right
people always forget the others
but when it comes to them
they always think of their rights
their own mind
never want to think what people might feel
might think
isn't that childish?
hey
even if i don't act mature
doesn't mean i am stupid and fool
and too childish to think
like i said before
don't just people just for once you look at them
understanding people do cost you a lot
and that is if you are willing to pay the cost
if you don't want to care and pay that costs
stop making people annoyed
and yeah
stop thinking of yourself
of your own right
esok you dah kawen pown
kene jage hati org len jugak
not your's only
so think if you want too
and if it makes you pening
then just stop thinking of your own right
be open to people around
and most importantly
don't JUDGE others' opinion
opinion
is to be taken into consideration
not to be judge
and also
you don't have any right
to CHANGE people around you to be what you like them to be
because it's their right
and they don't born in this world to be your family too
to follow what you desired them to be like
so shut up
and this is my blog
i have my right to post whatever i like
and i am honored to do it
it's my BIG pleasure
go away if you displease
because when i like and i want
i will write whatever i like and i want
don't judge me by what you are seeing
i told you
it cost you everything to know anything
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