human right..like you care!!

i'm not good
and i'm not bad

only those trully and willingly wants to know me
would know
how bad and good i am
*except ma famley lah*

human right
that sounds like a boring topic
maybe i should ask those taking it in elective course
because it do sounds boring
and yeah
maybe everyone doesn't care of it
yet
they do when it comes to their right
people
always like that
thinking of your own pleasure
and stop there

yeah
i like to think a lot
even nonsense
and i always like to recall my past a lot
of how something i said and i do and i decide
always

and yeah
i do sometimes
stop shortly to think a lot
but not usually

i don't like that kind of attitude
i don't blame people of becoming like that though
but
sometimes i just can't stand it

hell yeah
i'm a girl
lady technically
and of course
i also do have hormone problem
but that's not it

i don't know why but sometimes
i just can't stand people
who can't think out of box

yeah
loose that positive sense
go on

i have five siblings and all of them are different
not totally but
all of them has their own personality
and attitude that's just
normally certain people have
and i know them very well

and that's why i don't blame people
for their own attitude
and yeah
i just don't like attitude than care to hate people

that's what my parents taught me
this is one of all living skills i gain from my parents
and i do feel proud of them
regardless what people say

so
i do sometimes
can't stand this short-minded people
can't think even out of square
also non-open minded people

and these do makes me feel stupid sometimes
pouring my own self into my own anger
which makes me can't think straight

people
i don't hate you
it's just that sometimes
i can't take it
it's too much
and i feel suffocated with your attitude
and i am no god and no angel
so don't expect me to be like angel
smiling all the way
yeah
i am just fun to be with
but sometimes
i need space to be human
and feel what i should feel
and that's also my right

right
people always forget the others
but when it comes to them
they always think of their rights
their own mind
never want to think what people might feel
might think
isn't that childish?
hey
even if i don't act mature
doesn't mean i am stupid and fool
and too childish to think

like i said before
don't just people just for once you look at them
understanding people do cost you a lot
and that is if you are willing to pay the cost

if you don't want to care and pay that costs
stop making people annoyed
and yeah
stop thinking of yourself
of your own right

esok you dah kawen pown
kene jage hati org len jugak
not your's only

so think if you want too
and if it makes you pening
then just stop thinking of your own right
be open to people around
and most importantly
don't JUDGE others' opinion
opinion
is to be taken into consideration
not to be judge

and also
you don't have any right
to CHANGE people around you to be what you like them to be
because it's their right
and they don't born in this world to be your family too
to follow what you desired them to be like

so shut up

and this is my blog
i have my right to post whatever i like
and i am honored to do it
it's my BIG pleasure

go away if you displease
because when i like and i want
i will write whatever i like and i want

don't judge me by what you are seeing
i told you
it cost you everything to know anything

credit to dr. farhanah mohamad

yeah

i almost forget

haha

nah

not really

it even comes in exam dowh

yeah

thnx to our VIP

dr. farhanah mohamad

around 8.23pm

today

well
the story goes simply

islam protect muslims from..?

HAHA

after deeply think and search in my intracranial brain for few nanoseconds
i can't diagnose the answer
so
simply i said
''this might take the whole sem to think though''

and yeah,
after confessing how disappoint she is
trying to make joke out of it *huh?*
she gave me the answer
and yes
the answer makes me laugh
ROFLMAO
how on earth can i forget of it

and so
for those had taken the exam should recognize the question
and simply can answer it before read till this word i type now
LOL

okay

if you don't then
let's share the answer
recalling back the question

'' islam protect muslim from..?''
''tania soleum''

this is too fantastic
^~^

you can google it to know more
*especially the public out there*

and yeah

the credit goes to

Dr. Farhanah Mohamad
*for asking me and reminding me of the question and yeah, it's funny though*

Members of Community Medicine Department
Faculty of Medicine
Alexandria University
Alexandria
Egypt
*if not because of them and lecturers and doctors and professors whom making us sleepy*
*we won't be able to learn this and yeah 2nd year is a lot more fun compare to last year*

and those behind the scene
^~^

really

alhamdulillah

i am grateful being in alex
since experience here is different from other side of the world
^~^

and also
that question is hard to find in any final exam paper of semester 1 second year
in any other faculty of medicine of any university
around the world
*i'm not sure about any other unvct in egypt though*

if you find one
kindly tell me
^~^
i'll really appreciate it

^~^

''hey! you. yes, you!!

yeap

defin8ly you back there
*you won't know who because i am not going to mention whom that person is*
*but that persona is defn8ly SHE*

yeah, back to topic
you
i dunno you
and how you know me but

yeah
i do appreciate stalkers
but not the irritating-type-stalker

if you think you are
the shu~ go away~

i appreciate stalkers
non-irritating type
go on
feel free to socialize with me
yeap
i absolutely appreciate it

but don't annoy me
don't irritate me
and on top of all
don't COPY me

hey
i'm not pretty
i'm not too cool
not so hardworking
sort of smart but still lacking
and on top of all
not popular
*duh*
so
what's making you making me annoyed?

i'm just totally pissed off

yeah
whatever
if you care to stalk me go on
i won't stop you
in fact
it's non of my business
and i do think it's sort of fun though

so yeah
do whatever you want but
just keep it cool
and yeap
for that persona
i just wonder
what makes you feel i am an interesting subject to stalk on
LOL

*stalking doesn't mean a bad thing because for people we care too, we do stalk them*
*for me it's neither good or bad because it depends on our intention towards it*
*FYI these post goes to non of us but that SHE i mention, whom no one knows*
*and yeah, dun wurry lah, i'm not that type whom hate people easily, susah tau =,='' *
*this might be effect of lacking glucagon in finaly almost final papers in finale*
*or i'm totally has hormone imbalance LOL*

my special fact #4

i am different

even if i am just like the other ordinary human and lady,
i am totally different

even in everything that i encounter and handle with
even with problems
and even with love

yeah

this might not be me though

haiya~
not blogging for one to two day makes me
blogging-sick
LOL

whatever

it's just that
today's entry is just too much
not too much though

it's that
the entry comes
successively
LOL

my special hobby #2

blabbering

yeah
it's the most common symptom of becoming Nadiah Izzati
i specially own
ngahak~

can't blame me though

i just like to talk
even nonsense

despite that
my hobby also would be remain silent
^~^
in certain cases of course

aigo, how i wish i can ride a car
miss livina so much
TwT

aphilic vs hyperphilic

er..firstly..
the terms above is sort of jargon
anyway
they are non-medical terms
since
i create it
LOL
plus
er..
neither any of them are related to anyone
dead or alive
*DOA..games!! yeay~*

yeah..
just dunno
i want to express what my heart wants to say just now
it's like
those from
''what my heart says''

the difference is
i want to share it

lantaklah
i want to share or not
because i want to post it
tish *not an error i choose to write* blog ish mine

'kay

aduyai, xleh nak feel plak..
jap jap..

even if i love you so much
as my precious, friend, absolute friend, hunnay bunnay, mine, family*tolak family ek*
you won't know it
unless i show it, let you know about it
because
''you won't know when my heart speaks''

and yeah
i love to confess my gratitude and love to my beloved friends
here and out there
especially friends that my heart knows
yeah

and i love you so much
anyone
that i prefer to love
''whom my heart knows''
i just love you
and you don't have to care of it or of me
if you hate me
or you don't like the way i am being me

we don't need to force ourselves to love
and also
my beloved friend once told me
yeah
we don't need permission to love

yeah
whatever it is
i love you
and i don't ask you to love me back
just leave me alone with my love
because forcing me to hate you is much more painful
than loving you by myself

and
as i love people around me
even if they don't know
yeap
i am glad to know and love them
i lopve you my friends
^~^

and for you whom i love
if you hate me
leave me
with my love
it's just okay for me to love you by myself
^~^

and yeah
for hateful
yeah
i don't prefer to hate people
but
in certain cases
yeah
i definitely hate you
don't bother to ask why
even looking at you makes my eyes full of hatred
and i don't bother to care of you
but anyway yeah
stalking of you sometimes is just lovely
besides caring of my friends

whatever it is
if i don't like people
i tend to hate them

i am a good friend and not a bad enemy
since i don't prefer to have enemy
but
if i hate people
i just go on hate them

and yeah
since i was rigid before
i am meant to be
in certain cases of course

and yeap
don't judge people just by what you see and look
and with your first encounter with that person
understanding something cost you time and bonding relationship
and also a lot of positive thinking

so
hate me as hard as you like
as i care if you hate me
and yeah
get away from me to stop that hateful aura of yours
and i also don't prefer to have my own hateful aura surrounding me and my hate-subject

and for whom i care
it's okay for me
if you don't care of my like how i care for you
yeah
even if it cost me agony

*haha..i'm blabbering..this is insane..whatever..i write anything i want anyway*
*and yeah, you don't have to care for what i write*
*go play tea time, i'm sick of this hate-stuff*
*btw, HAHA, who is the person i hate most? LOL*
*for those who know..keep it..dun tell anyone..and yeah..like people care abt it*

ring ding dong

ngahak
lumpy
whatever

HAHA

anyway
i'm back to that
ring ding ding
*EH?! salah eja =,='' *
ring ding dong

yeap
just nice
transl pown nice
MV pown nice
choreographing pown nice
KEY pown nice >w<

xtiru TVXQ lerh
LOL
bcause all this time i thot dey copy DBSK TwT
too bad if they do
luckily
now i see they don't copy tohoshinki ^~^

yeay~

hwaiting SHINee~

good luck for us whom taking finals
yeap
next paper
biochemistry
hope i overdo it TwT

and SHINee too~

can't wait for ya next album

aniyong hikyeseyo~

my special fact #3

i let my guard down

sometimes

TwT

xsangke

well
certain happen secare xsangka right?
unexpected
yeap
sounds bad
and nice too sometimes

too bad if the bad one happen
TwT

and worst when the good want you expected
never ever pass by to happen
ToT

yeah
like what i always thought
it's just in my mind only
TwT

nah
never mind what i had in my mind
TwT

as long as that good things happen
i will REALLY appreciate it
and playback it in my mind
even a zillion times
^w^
what ever that happens and i encounter with
*hehehe*

for nice things that happen occur once

yeah

ONCE

TwT

main lauk of the day

sambal ikan bilis goreng
:p

my special fact #2

my reflex-revenge on your prank
trying to scare me and make me shock
will give you double
triple and more -ble
involuntarily

so, if you play rough with will trying to be childlike with me
careful to not overdo it

because i might hurt somebody
and so
don't blame me for that
:p

don't care

i HATE group discussion
because i'm STUPID in group discussion
doesn't matter with whom i have discussion with

that's why i NEVER like group discussion EVER SINCE
i was born
i'm TOO STUPID to be in one
no matter what lah

i'm TOO SLOW for group discussion
WHO LIKES that kind of person right?

doesn't matter if the group has FEW members or not
it's still the same
GROUP DISCUSSION

i'm juist grateful being the eldest in family
since i'm TOO BAD to be a leader

so stupid and lame

whatever

i'm NOT going to join group discussion ANYMORE in my life now

it's totally SUCKS

Calculator

yeap
calculator

just now, i'm back from a little journey to give resuscitation to my lovely, adorable calculator.

sigh, what an annoying incident happen back then. forget it.

well, as me and my fluffy iezzaty went out to search for kedai jam, we wonder till ibrahimiah.

shortly, after went to two kedai, we finally recover the casio.

happy. go home. on the way, iez check the casio which belongs to ili, *me and ili are the only one need the battery anyway* the casio doesn't on, even after several attemp were made.

so, annoyingly, we went home but on the way, iezzaty ajak try nur islam *kedai we gave the name after nur islam net cafe* and try to check if can change any fate of casio there.

can lah.

find the battery but the problem is, we can't get the way to unscrew the casio to change the battery. so, on our way out of that kedai, i ask her to try kedai specs since the screwdriver *huh?* is almost like the one for the specs. so, we made our way to that kedai, pusing balik lah maknenye, what a long trip.

so sampai je kat kedai tu, we ask whether boleh ke tak unscrew casio tu.

whatcha think?

yeap. we made it. boleyh~. so we fix the battery there. sort of LOL.

after settle, iez ask how much and the toke said, she take charge of specs and not casio LOL

yeap. atleast, we went home happily and yeah, me too change the battery.

the battery earlier is sort of loose compare to the new one and the original one so there might be any chance the casio won't work. so i made a decision to change the battery too. plus, nur islam battery is much cheaper compare to that kedai jam, nus and talata geneh respectively.

anyway, that money waste is actually worth it because if we choose to go nur islam in the fisrt place, we might not be able to find our way now and the fate of casio now. ^~^

alhamdulillah~

that's what iez said ^~^ and yeah, this also srt of make us happy live here since averything is around us..

hm..
i wonder
what will happen to us
and where will we live next year
can you guess any?
HEHE
well
i love to keep it to myself and ahli baidh*BAIDH??!!*
^~^

good luck everyone
for
community medicine

*dah go thru neyh, kalo xlepas ngn gempak r commed neyh..xtao r*

community medicine

shud get this

wave

today
i see you as usual
as i do
when i can see you

i
wanna
wave at you
but
i can't

TwT

microbiology

i
dun wanna
fail.

i do love to eat falafil before but
i dun wanna fail

TwT

Fatal Frame 3 Trailer Dub

this i like
just recovered it from my memory though
LOL
yeap
in the middle of studying..i'm thinking of game
sigh, microbes is more scardy scarry than physiology ehn
yeah..after going through searching it few times
i found it!!
here for you guys
enjoy it!
i do enjoys it though i'd watch it couple of times before
back when i was a freshie
and i enjoy it till now
eternally
LOL
okay
i'm going
TwT

Choral Speaking Uda

this is an article of my beloved boy, Uda. his partipating in choral speaking. yeap.
it reminds me of my wonderfull choral speaking day i experienced ^~^
His english is nice and i like the way he said it too though
you may enjoy it here, reading the script and yeap,
there might be spelling error and i just want it original so i'm copying it here from my other blog
HEHEHEHE
so enjoy it^~^
really going to miss my family

A very good afternoon to the Honourable judges, Headmaster,Senior Assistants,teacher and members of the floor.

We together with you today in this Choral Speaking Competion will tell you about ...a students plea....

We are here today,neither to protest on anything nor to be greatful to anyone.We are here to express what our fellow frend out they and ourselve,of ourselve.What we have been talking among ourselve of our aveyday routine.Again,we repeat this is never intended to be a protest sesion,but merely our sincere heartfelt of what we have gone through these past few month.

In beginning this plea,oh why me,why me,tell me why...Let us tell all of you what we have to do as what we were asked to do....

As a student we woke up at 6 o' clock,had bath,clean ourselves.pray,get dress and had breakfast...

To bigin the assembly,I invite the prefect on duty to conduct the National Anthem.

Negaraku yes....

The morning assembly start at exacly 7.45 a.m.Full of uniformity and formality.

Then its learn,learn,learn and learn until

1.05 p.m

But it school over by then?

No,no,no....Not yet my deer.

Extra class is until 2.30p.m,remember?

Don't forget to strike back to school

at 4.00p.m Why?

Football practice lah goal....,

Netball practice,

English club Meeting yes,

Science Project,

And the list is.......endless.

Is the night peaceful?

Not for us.....

Go for tuition until 10.30p.m and by then,

We're too exhausted for for TV.

What?TV?

Finish your homework first!

If not ... better watch out!

The stern faces

And sharp staring eyes of our teachers

Will haunt our sweetest dream

O0000...........so eerie, so scared

And yet......So exhausted lah

We are more worried of not geting work

done,Rather than having yhem done....

We also want to be like

NORMADIHAH...20 A's...so glamour

and popular.....But can we?So teachers

help us to be...

What we are begging here is,please

be our guidimg light show what is right.

Lead us on the right.Which is more

important to us?We should be clarified on

what we were asked to do and where we

are lead to go!

Our beloved parent and family,

here's our plea.

Help's us,

Guide us,

Support us,

And most importantly love us, lift

the pressure of our skinny shoulders for our

aim is to be the best among the best!!!.

my special fact #1

i eat ice-cream too fast

Coming Down from Heaven 하늘에서 내려와- Oh Won Bin & Miss $ [You're Beautiful OST]

dedicated to my MR
even though he seems to know nothing and yet really don't know anything
i'll keep you in my heart

without a word

07 You’re Beautiful OST – “말도 없이” (Without words) by Park Shin-hye.

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

torsade de lingua

''left recurrent laryngeal nerve''

ce korang sebut laju2 and banyak kali HEHEHEHE

mereka kata

well, i just want to share it here..it NICE anyway~

enjoy it ^~^v

points to ponder

learning is like a rowing up stream: to not advance is to go backwards

my special hobby #1

i like to look down..where i walk..so i won't step on ugly stuff

and my hobby get augmented since i'm in alex

and i you want to know what i mean, go and walk by the road look down while walking

*don't try this at home unless you are in alexandria since you won't understand if you are not there*

WARNING: for those who have heart attacks*so-called-non-medical-term* and can't stand looking at gross stuff, better to not practse this or else, you won't eat anymore and walk-around-the-world anymore for the rest of your life

and because of this hobby, that makes a lot of sense why i always not aware of people around me who i might see by chance,and that i actually a waste of a worth while chance T0T

You're baeutiful

grrrrrrrr......

i'm going to make a revenge..this winter break

A.N Jell

Go Mi Nam

my hero Kang Shin Woo
*but still, i prefer my MR the most ^~^*

pericardium

Pericardium

definition: pericardium is fibro-serous sac which surrounds the heart andthe adjacent parts of its great vessels.

types: there are two types of sinuses which are fibrous pericardium and serous perocardium.

fibrous pericardium

def: it is a conical bag of fibrous tissue which enclose the heart and the lower parts of its great vessels.

relation and attachments: important for medical students

function: prevent over distention of the heart

serous pericardium

def: it is closed serous sac which encloses the heart deep to the fibrous pericardium.

layers:
i. visceral layer...inner layer
ii.parietal layer...outer layer
*between both layers there is a small cavity called the pericardial cavity which contains minimal serous fluids.


haha..the point i right it here is..one day..we all we have someone who is much or less like the pericardium..not just protect our heart..but our soul..

i have all of them so far..which are my most precious beloved friends whom i mention before

i hope we also will have a better future infront of us together^~^..

good luck for the finals you guys, and all of our friends outside there in the battlefield regardless those in alexandria university or the world outside..

P/S: the pic up there is almost the same as cover of thorax from our beloved Dr. Ayman Ahmed Khanfour but...i don't find any pic the best like his diagram so i put this only hehe

the almost-romantic-view-of-the-heart
hehe..miss Dr. Ayman ain't me? hehe

anyway, i'm jumping from book to book so don't think that i've just read the WHOLE topic of thorax yet HEHEHE...this question-technique-study is fun^~^v
okay..back to study~

good luck

my self-made-blood-grouping-typing

23/11/09

yeah, on that day and date, i have morning class of practical physiology and we are learning on blood grouping today.

that is one of the most interesting experiments and practical that i have during 1st semester of my 2nd year as IUMP student ^~^

and yeap, typing it by myself after earning the recipe from our dearie prof. douaa samy, since our group prof. are not around.

and here it is, my blood type-ing

10:14am

and yeah, i bleed myself, with the help of nafisah ofcourse TwT HAHA since i can't do it myself.
i'm afraid that the AV shunt there and those cutaneous capillaries might constrict due to sympathetic stimulation and conditioned reflex. HAHA.

so after manage having bleed out, i start the experiment (started edy lah beb since u have sterilised and prick ur thumb). and there is the result.above there.

you might not see it clearly since my handphone has low M.P TwT
but if you look clearly or maybe link tonthe pic, you can see coagulation in the center, which is positive for erm..D-antigen..

say, for the public, i'll just tell my blood type, it's O +ve (O-positive) hehe..since the middle is coagulated but on both side has non (negative result).

on both side is the antibody for group A and B blood.

u can ask for more information though if you want later cause now i am going to make a pre-dinner since my ahli beit and me has changed our sched for eating today HEHE..

so long now

tinggal kenangan

15/11/09

sobsob, tinggal kenang jew organizer neyh..hilang dalam physio nye lectr room kowt..tyme presentation sem satu hari tu ToT

sayang, xde rezeki untuk kita bersama, tidak mengapa, nasib baek ak ad penggantimu yang lebih baek, dan jangan risau, tahun ni aku balek, aku akan spare kan kamu secukop2nya :P

menu HEHEHE

nasi ayam..jeng jeng jeng
26/10/09

katak-katak-ku

taken on 21/11/09

nilah katak2 yg setia menemani kaki ku dikala kesejukkan ^~^ hehe

mereka beristirehat di bawah mejaku dan disebalik selimut MAS

sempena dalam musim finale

*since now i have changed the way of reading alQuran in my life, and since we do have SC (smart circle) and we can share it, i might not be able to share them all that i have read and wanted to share about so, i will practically write it in my blog, i find it nice, atleast we can gain something as chicken soup for the soul*

Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebaikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdoa): ''Ya Rabb kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami melakukan kesalahan. Ya Rabb kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang sebelum kami. Ya Rabb kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tidak sanggup kami memikulnya. Berilah ma'af pada kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir''.-AlBaqarah; ayat 286

FYI, pernah tak sesiape terfikir, kenapa pahala kebaikan digunakan istilah usaha dan siksa kejahatan digunakan istilah kerja?

Yup, Allah tidak akan membebani kita dengan apa yang kita tidak mampu. Setiap ujian itu ada hikmahnya. Jangan pandang yang negatif sahaje bila musibah menimpa diri. Dan jangan ingat Allah je time susah. Time senang pun kene ingat. Sentiasa bersyukur dan bersederhana. InsyaAllah, kullu tamam fil imtihan. Bittaufik wa najah ek entum. Salam 'alaik.