Showing posts with label ponder2. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ponder2. Show all posts

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Ramadhan Kareem. Kullu sanah wa entum toyyibin.

Nak masuk Ramadhan ke 8 dah.
It's never too late.
Never say too late.

Kullu sanah wa entum toyyibin. :D

Moga Ramadhan kali ni lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya.
^_^

| Beramal sebaiknya dan istiqamah. |

Monday, February 6, 2012

Monday, January 9, 2012

Plainly.Please.~Duh!



''I plainly share my part with people with no intentions of poisoning others.''

And it always happen that I would story ppl my dramas and emphasized that what happen to me or what my opinions of things are, not for it to influence them. Emphasized.

Because I don't want characters in my life look bad in third person point of view. Because they are characters in my story. Not in yours. 

And it's not fair for them. According to me.

So mind this, no matter how dying I hate or like ppl, it's not for you to judge them from my story or from how emotionally I feel towards them and their role, which make them look good or bad. Because this is my story. Make it yours if you want to know how they actually are in characters.

Plainly, I hate those guys and girls whom basically stick up their nose on others just because their friends shared how bad those characters are in their stories. How unprofessional!! Very shameful!! Both the story teller and the listener. 

And that's how you look pathetic you maggot!

Sunday, January 8, 2012

reblog edy but still want to reblog #11


the title is actually

Rejection of Confession.

=.=''

We've just been rejected just now by our teacher. How sad. This is the first time I ever felt gloomy of not having not-so-elective arabic class today. :( Yeah WTV. It's a long story which been shorten so, make your own walkthrough of my conclusion. Wanna know more? Come and get me. Ask me. :P

Anyway here's second point of the actually our title today.

a simple not so of confession is

I Like You

nevertheless I meet you yesterday, today, tomorrow

I just Like

:)

even though it's short and i'm quite not full of it, 

i like the fact that it is sweet though it's short

it's a short and sweet lots of memories

to the point that i forgot some =.=''

and reminded by others. :P

and now that that class won't be on Sundae and Wednesday

Mondae would be hard for you and Thirstday would be hopeless for me
:(

well at least we still have Mondae won't we?

and that's if i and we have the same chance all over

well, what's done is done.

i have to make myself get over the MondayThursday class and enjoy it

and you why you
so slow in shorthand =.=''

or maybe i'm too advanced in shorthand. =o=''

it's kinda funny how tht one answer things which is actually not what i want even though i might be curious of but i did get the answer and feel very embarrased with a little thoughts of happy because getting the answer even though it's not what i've been looking for. get it? =.=''
=///////////////////////////////////////=''

i am shier than i thought. =.=''
shier <-------------alt of shy-er Duh! =o=''

p/s:ILikeYou *4ever currently*

bcc: why do ER is so boring lately? being in IM make me bored over ER. i miss HBSurgery. :T

ah!~ i fogot. Tuesdae exam so come2, wish me all the best. i bet you would be around to support me just like last xm, except tht i didn't notice you by the time you there but annoyed everytime tht day when i see your back. =o='' yeah WTV. You Little tRoubLe makeR. np*no problem* i still Like you. :3 see you again sometime there and there. :">

Friday, December 30, 2011

Alhamdulillah.=)


I said to Allah: My sins are so many.
Allah said:'And who can forgive sins except Allah?'(3:135)

I said to Allah: Do not leave me.
Allah said:'So remember Me; I will remember you..'(2:152)

I said to Allah: I'm facing a lot of difficulties in Life.
Allah said:'And whoever fears Allah? He will make for him a way out.'(65:2)

I said to Allah: I have many dreams that I want to come True.
Allah said:''Call upon ME; I will respond you.'(40:60)

Alhamdulillah.. :')
 credit to; her.
 

Thursday, December 29, 2011

blurred.myopia.


sometimes you just have to sacrifice something for something.

for i need to see, i need to get blind.

blurred.technically.

@w@

=o=''

Expecting. *Q*

reblog edy but still want to reblog #8

So true so what's there to be shame of. @..@


y u so hensem karp? *Q*




And it's when I text. Him. LoL? Duh?~


And that person has cost pain much over me. Silly.

:\

Define.Vast.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

24122012.a.year.from.now.


Especially thank you to my Suriali's esp Dr. Suriali.
An abah who will always have his name as my first. :)

And to all my family members with gratitude, too much to write here. :)

To all of my friends days and nights.

To my exclusive roommate-almost-soulmate. :P

To my beloved ahlul baidh.-Forever and Always.<3

and specially to;

"Thank you I Love You I will only give you happiness."
*maybe :P* 
Thank you Happiness.:)

p/s: It's a one night stand. :P

*a long speech of today are not intended to be written today since I am damn busy all seconds doing stuffs and wasting time, thank you. so please don't look forward for any speech cause it might be a yr from now. maybe. who knows? :P*

Monday, November 14, 2011



''You mister, must be a part of my concern if I shared a song or two with you.''
You-Know-Who

Wednesday, November 9, 2011




If I take his love against his will, that's not love at all.-Beth

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Love.Like.This. :)



i need to learn to love like this

''Uhibbuki fillah.''

:)

Sunday, August 14, 2011

define friends

ATTENTION!! too long for a human who hates receive and perceive too many words

***

there are a lot types of friends but of course there is friends whom i care for

who?

ask yourself

anyway, as i am a serious relationship-person in any terms of relationship

i care about my ship with everything concerning ship between me and anything


take it people books cats food and even my own reflection

and anyhow, things have gone far too much for me

i am tired of caring my terms with you and so be it

i try to put much trust on you

being honest with you

tell you how i feel and help me correct myself or do seek me when we have problem 

but you
you don't care


all you care is you look good to me

you don't want me to dislike you

but what you do makes me dislike you too much

it's not dislike that i concern

what i concern is trust

and you betray them

i am totally disappointed with you instead of dislike you

i am far too sad to say anything more to you

we have fought along the journey till the days where we are in good terms back

but you

i totally dislike the way you treat me

my dislike is to the point that i don't even have the energy to confront anymore with you

i try my best for not being jealous or whatsoever 

because we are friends and i do not own you

but you never see that coming

you never care


yes. never

all you care is who you like to be friends the most

okay fine

you said so things happen the way you are because people around you have been connected to you by things between you and them but for me

no matter how i see it

it's you who choose

because likewise

action speaks louder than words

even if it is denial

you might not aware of it but i am the one who see it

and it even hurts when i try to be along you guys and all i get is that i am being walled

ignored

and as usual

it's me who needs to take the action first

i am so tired by this to the point that i don't know what to say anymore

okay fine

let it be

but since this happen

i won't care how you feel about me

you make me cry literally

i am totally disappointed in your ship with me

i see that i am a hopeless friend to you who seek into being around you so much and feeling being dumped by you for this whole year after we have settled between each other

you don't even feel to even looking for me or even to say hi

and now i am sorry that my perspective over you have changed

you are not a good person to me

you are a kind of person who wants to look as a good friend towards me

and as for you if you ever read this and think it's you

the only solution is for you to seek me and have a slow talk

if not then, we are what you meant us to be

no matter how close we are

because i know that i am a rubbish to you
***

i guess i need to let it be

i have wasted to much time trying to make everyone happy with me and in the end i am the one who is suffer

never mind then

i guess books and knowledge doesn't hurt me if i put too many trust in them

they even make me happier

and so

there is one friend who i am totally care for


thank you to that friend for being someone whom i never have one before

 because now that i realise

totally

world isn't where we actually want to live in

people are totally selfish

but it is here where everyone wanna live

''Listen to everyone but trust no one.''

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

The Essence of Shakespeare #1


''Hide not thy poison with such sugar'd words.''
*sourcetoolongcan'tshare :P*


p/s: I Love You

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

paradox.

those who you like and those who like you

forever in your life to be with

who would you choose?

well

it is a matter of questioning yourself

i wonder who i would choose?

 i'll share the answer with my, with His bless, spouse :)

well

as for what i ever or will or want to say forever in my entry

things are always either it's right or wrong, truths or lies


because no one ever tell the truth forever


and for me, as who ppl around me know me

i am definitely unpredictable-predicted person


so, no matter how much i share with ppl abt me

ppl actually only know me totally surface

untill at one time they have the chance to know me well

and i wonder when

maybe

as long as eyes can see or mans can breathe
as long lives this and this give life to thee

*Sonnet 18 W. Shakespeare*

or maybe when? 

i dunno

no one can tell certainly

but it is certain that

you don't know me absolutely

colours

one of my fren once said

''if he didn't say it, that means he is not into you.''

well

the thing is

something need to be expressed to be understand

guess what


i might be tired of the quote

so

when the time come i won't wait

because something need to be expressed to show it's meaning

i am not a body language translator

and so

i will make myself learn to let go if i have to.

thank you for being someone quite important to me before.