18PL

Blah ko!!

Merajuk habis.

Emo gile ni.

What's this?

=.=''

Bosan!!

Sila compensate skarang!!

=.=''

xx emosi yg keterlalun xx

p/s: korang nih!! asal rated mature je interested. bosan!!

24122012.a.year.from.now.

Especially thank you to my Suriali's esp Dr. Suriali.

An abah who will always have his name as my first. :)

And to all my family members with gratitude, too much to write here. :)

To all of my friends days and nights.

To my exclusive roommate-almost-soulmate. :P

To my beloved ahlul baidh.-Forever and Always.<3

and specially to;

"Thank you I Love You I will only give you happiness."

*maybe :P* 

Thank you Happiness.:)

p/s: It's a one night stand. :P

*a long speech of today are not intended to be written today since I am damn busy all seconds doing stuffs and wasting time, thank you. so please don't look forward for any speech cause it might be a yr from now. maybe. who knows? :P*

paradox.

those who you like and those who like you

forever in your life to be with

who would you choose?

well

it is a matter of questioning yourself

i wonder who i would choose?

 i'll share the answer with my, with His bless, spouse :)

well

as for what i ever or will or want to say forever in my entry

things are always either it's right or wrong, truths or lies

because no one ever tell the truth forever

and for me, as who ppl around me know me

i am definitely unpredictable-predicted person

so, no matter how much i share with ppl abt me

ppl actually only know me totally surface

untill at one time they have the chance to know me well

and i wonder when

maybe

as long as eyes can see or mans can breathe

as long lives this and this give life to thee

*Sonnet 18 W. Shakespeare*

or maybe when? 

i dunno

no one can tell certainly

but it is certain that

you don't know me absolutely

checkmate.

it's either black or white

but we are black and white

thank you queen

i've learnt what i forgotten.

i'll take the pace forward with strategy 

to win over the opponent and

CHECKMATE!

thx Sister. :)

present.gift.

don't be too concern of what was and what will be

''There's a saying, Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift, that is why it is called the present.''-Master Oogway

what.love.are.you?

it will really be my pleasure if it pleasures you. 

also, as my dad says, ''it is the littlest thing that ppl don't aware you did, is what really precious compare to the words and xtraordinary action you did.'' 

 please bear that in mind. :)

 

homesickness.distracted.sigh?

i hate distracting ppl such as that person

tht person drives me lightheaded and blew my focus off

duh!

shu! shu!~

and so that's why i hate ppl tht distract me tho i like them

irony isn't it?

duh! =.=''

and so comes the desire of visiting my not-so-called-dig-your-own-grave game

Ms. Twins Obscura!! :D

Project Zero Coolness.

have been missing them for ages more than Galaxy =.=''

the satisfaction of capturing how beauty of them in those type 7 and 14 film with my very own upgrades..

the beauty of the antagonist :P

tho i've been referring to wthru :P

at least i don't cheat~ XD

coolness of crimson butterfly :)

so many twins!! :D

and so also comes the number from Knowing

20110531

owh!! this one i know only

er..you might be able interpret it lol?

it's just numb3rs :P

p/s: life undergo cyclic changes exactly like mens cycle. it's just i wonder, do they also have some pathologic conditions and/or congenital anomalies? :P

so, does she makes your day? XD you better click to enlarge XD

p/s: #2 *since there's p/s: edy above XD* enjoy my hunny bunny too sweeten your life after she above XD i can't use L today since you'll get DM1 if you see him. ''it's too sweet to see reaction.'' XD

which.want.is.that.person?

which want is you actually?

king of spade?

ace of heart?

joker of diamond?

despite that, i am still queen of spade

p/s: BM hotness, L change the world. make sure your not hyperglycemic. :P

demmit.

People have right  to choose. That’s what give them excuses to choose who to talk to and who to respond to. Hello dear, you have no right to hurt others’ feelings freely you know. We all have our own rights to care too.

And by the way, think back, unless you get the permissions first. Do you have rights to photographs anyone freely? I mean, like profile. It might be okay if it’s just of many random people unless, your purpose is for his/her profile. Duh!

someday

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,

I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard

Every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have

I lost strength in my legs and drop down

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”

But it makes me afraid little by little

I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t

Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

But wait it’ll come

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope it helps me now.

I hope the God will help me

I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

But wait it’ll come

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

Someday… Someday…

pieces of crap.

yea wtv.

''How can i follow my heart when it's waiting around for the rest of me to make decision?''

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return but what is the most painful

is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.

The human heart knows thing the eyes cant see,

and feels the things the mind cant understand.

but if love is just a word, then why does it

hurt so much when you find it is not there..

It takes only a min to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts

When you are in love and you get hurt, its like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

You can close ur eyes to things u don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

Wen I see ur smile and know that it is not for me, that is wen I will miss u the most.

You have never felt pain until u have felt love.

*ni macam dlm The Fishes by Ben-Gempak Starz

I've been hurt bt I'll continue 2 luv, 4 dat givez me courage 2 go on wit my life.

mood jiwang xberkarat.

hey, i polished jiwang i tiap2 hari okay.

noted that.

well.the morale not from this story is.

even if i hurt, i still spread my love.

for my love are not especially dedicated for you.

but for the rest of whom i want to share with.

and especially for The Most Gracious.

The Creator of all beings.

for He loves all of His creation.

haha.

in that way. feeling rejected doesn't stop me.

H.A.H.A

P.S I Love You

life.people.satisfaction.

I cannot see her tonight.

I have to give her up

So I will eat fugu.

-Yosa Buson

some people are just satisfy to die upon passion towards food.

Compliment.

You know what.

Some people are just annoying.

Seems like they begging for compliment rather than being compliment by other.

Well.

That is just plainly annoying.

I am sorry.

I don’t compliment without my heart’s consent and desire to do so.

That’s a way for me to avoid insincerity and being dishonest.

I plainly meant it.

Honestly, I am not truly a sweet talker.

I am just being me.

:D

I praise when I feel I need to.

I don’t praise on purpose.

I praise to compliment and express my feelings toward someone or something.

And it happened when I feel I want to.

If you feel the need of my compliment towards you,

Dream on.

If not, just make sure you put me on the bottom of your list.

:D

Those who are of my concern are the most I can express my colors.

Not to some strangers.

Yuna ice

"The people and the friends that we have lost, or the dreams that have faded...never forget them."

—Yuna's Speech after defeating Sin

"She was taken to Besaid after losing her father ten years ago. There she grew up with Wakka and Lulu, choosing to follow in her father's footsteps and become a summoner. Being very honest and open, she can't keep a secret for long."

"A young lady once willing to throw all she had away to defeat Sin. But is the new Yuna prepared to do the same should she stand against Vegnagun?"

Since I learn about Final Fantasy, I’ve like Yuna much better than other female protagonist of the Final Fantasy series though there are some others whom might look a little better than her.

Well, I didn’t grow up with games but I like games so much ever since I met them :D

And I like RPG better because of the graphic and the enhancement RPG have. I don’t prefer online games, MMORPG or MPOG. But I still can accept all version of games :D haha..and what important is, it can attract me ;p

Well, I have learn a lot from games, animes mangas and know even from korean dramas that you should be careful of what you watch and like and develop your interest in. because most of them totally has propaganda. It doesn’t matter whether they are about their religious, about myths, fictional religion, fictional myths or whatever things they show or make up. Because some of the research randomly I made shown that things that they make up are related to either myth or religions or mix of both. It might be anything so just remember, fantasy is always different from reality but people can create fantasy from reality. So just take notice and careful of what you watch and heard. Anyway, this is only an advice from someone who have experience of understanding a lot of what she listen, hear, watch and the magnificent world of thinking. :D

Well, recently I’m not so into games because I know I have lots of things on queue =.=’’

The main topic here is about Yuna :D haha well, yuna ice is a secret code. Anyone can decipher it ping me :P

Well, as far as I know, and as not as all I can share ;p since information are loads in the ‘net, it seems like no fun I spoil everything right? ;p

So, Yuna is a daughter of High Summoner Braska and an Al Bhed women. She appear in Final Fantasy X and its sequel, Final Fantasy X-2. She has blood related partner with her named Rikku. Her name was given after Yunalesca. Actually, her name was inspired by a hibiscus named Hibiscus tiliaceus. :D

She is a summoner and later *spoiler* become a High Summoner also known as Lady Yuna after defeating Sin. She also learn to wonder the world and learn of love from a guy named Tidus.

[HAHA..who will actually be my tidus?..hm..could it be my MR? ;;) ]

On the sequel of Final Fantasy X, she is still a High Summoner but take Gunner as her default job and also as Songstress where she has a dressphere related to a female named Lenne. This dressphere also lead her to a guy named Shuyin [kakteh punya ;p).

Well, in both series, Yuna has different outfit which has its own relation with the theme for each series.

What I mostly like of her is her hair. That’s the first thing. Second is here eyes. If you watch carefully you will notice the different in both of her iris. One trait, green is from her maternal side and the other blue,is from her paternal side. This condition is known as heterochromia.

And of course, her personality seems quite interesting to me. :D How she managed to build her character and so on. Lalala~ oyeah, not to mention, her necklace too J

The way she summon all her aeons is so too much cool :D

Well, I can’t describe all things I like because even though I don’t run up blanks but I am run out of time ;p So got to go. Do feel free to learn more about sakura eh!! Yuna by yourself ^~^ anyway, she is my charact!! Dah cop, korang nak amek len. Lenne, Rikku,Paine,Lulu,Tifa *name Tifa ni lah yg buat kite igt name Gilderoy Lockhart ;p*,Aerith n Rinoa(iez) dah kene cop ;p so pilihan anda selain dr tu ;p haha tapi Lightning kene share ;p Ramza and Tidus and Reno and guys dlm final fantasy versus XIII -cam hanayori dango chewaah~- shaya punya ;p

*practicaly i remembered all of their names including full names. :D *

p/s: I have never ever play Yuna myself ;p

owh, and i love Dead Fantasy. :D and hey, for those who knew, ever wonder where my velvet nightmare's name come from? ;p

omo.sori?jebal?pabochorom.

caught you.

haha.

missing me?

:P

well.

1st of all.

dedicating this to you.

dear master of saya nosis.

:)

ni utk awak.

ni utk saya.

:D

* * *

okay.back to the topic.

gomenasai~

didn't meant to hurt you.didn't meant to annoy you.

i-you-see.

don't-aware-you.

till the future.

aware-you-me-i-clueless-whether.

nevermind.

gomen ne?

:)

go away from me and save yourself.

i'm not going to bite you.

even if i did,don't worry.

i have no rabies.

:D

even if we weren't fated to hit on each other i don't mind.

because i see you in my eyes.

and there's me in your eyes.

:P

minna~

i'm leaving.

*tatao leaving dlm nihon. ;p*

p/s: those being dashed around mean you need to rearrange them. :D

haha.feeling like Mortality Rate is stalking me.

nah~ Methyl Red won't catch a glimpse of me. :D

till then dear,i hope we won't bounce on each other.

is that what me heart say?

no doubt ppl won't know anything.