How things have change a lot.

I should be studying more. (- -'')

But feeling like wanna post an entry today. (_ _'')

When I looked back for a year, it seems like lots of things have changed.

Everybody too have lots of things to settle down with.

How times have passed.

Since like a year many thing has happen.

It also feels odd.

That everyone I've known on DNSEA also whom used to be around with me, like I did in my past time, gotten busy with real life things. Including me of course. =,=''

Even if I go play back I think the world is not like it seems before.

Even in guild group none has talk much like before.

Including me. (_ _'')

Well actually I do can't bring myself to attention 'cause in reality I'm a shy person for being average.

Not imba nor noob either. m(_ _'')m

Pemalas cmtu la. =,=''

 

Nevertheless, some games are not just games.

It's where ties of friendship and real things do be made.

That's how I learn some reality of mmorpg.

| Been thinking a lot before this up to OCD and didn't find time to make an entry therefore have to write an entry otherwise I'll be dying wanna post =,='' |

| Study shall I |

read between the lines

never put your heart in your eyes cause when it hurts

people can see it

relying too much on someone is a foolish act

they won't keep up with you like Him

you should not trust people totally with your hearts

 cause when they hurt you

the pain is like, 

your heart cries but no tears in your eyes can describe them

and yes, over-thinking kills you

to the point that

it hurts so much that you need to swallow your pain 

that tears is not a way to relieve it

 p/s: because people will never understand

I.Wonder.

Why Disney's classic movies voice actors have such a lovely voice?
Actors not actresses I'm interested. :P

I've been missing all Disney's classic movies.

It's been such a long time for 90's like me. :)

Apart from Bambi, there's one I wanna share. :">

Prince Phillip's sweetheart. :)

p/s: I wonder.

Maintenance.

High.

Very da high larr.~

Don't ask too many.

Tak hensem sgt pun. Mine jgn curik. :|

What the hash. 

=.=''

18PL

Blah ko!!

Merajuk habis.

Emo gile ni.

What's this?

=.=''

Bosan!!

Sila compensate skarang!!

=.=''

xx emosi yg keterlalun xx

p/s: korang nih!! asal rated mature je interested. bosan!!

''Who are you people?''

It's not that I don't wanna stay
But every time you come too close I move away 

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know  

Sometimes I run 
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you 

all I need is time
  

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me

YMISickness.

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Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

Subjective.Feeling.

''Do you know how painful that kind of feeling is?''

PlayingHardToGet.

Did I provoke you my dear stalker/s? :3

I wish so. :P Nothing better. X3

JualMahal.

A term foreigner won't understand. WTV.

Anyway. I don't sell. I negotiate for the best. :3

I am plainly straight person but seasoned with indirect approach sometimes.

Am I? Who knows? :3

Playing hard to get is something I would never thought of but you know, things sometimes do happen unconsciously. :3

In my term, it's the other way round. Getting too hard to play. :\

Why, I'm annoyed by this. :\

Well, ''Love is patience.''-Queen

So patience, here I come.

 

But there's limit. :|

p/s:Everyday I miss you. :)

Plainly.Please.~Duh!

''I plainly share my part with people with no intentions of poisoning others.''

And it always happen that I would story ppl my dramas and emphasized that what happen to me or what my opinions of things are, not for it to influence them. Emphasized.

Because I don't want characters in my life look bad in third person point of view. Because they are characters in my story. Not in yours. 

And it's not fair for them. According to me.

So mind this, no matter how dying I hate or like ppl, it's not for you to judge them from my story or from how emotionally I feel towards them and their role, which make them look good or bad. Because this is my story. Make it yours if you want to know how they actually are in characters.

Plainly, I hate those guys and girls whom basically stick up their nose on others just because their friends shared how bad those characters are in their stories. How unprofessional!! Very shameful!! Both the story teller and the listener. 

And that's how you look pathetic you maggot!

reblog edy but still want to reblog #11

the title is actually

Rejection of Confession.

=.=''

We've just been rejected just now by our teacher. How sad. This is the first time I ever felt gloomy of not having not-so-elective arabic class today. :( Yeah WTV. It's a long story which been shorten so, make your own walkthrough of my conclusion. Wanna know more? Come and get me. Ask me. :P

Anyway here's second point of the actually our title today.

a simple not so of confession is

I Like You

nevertheless I meet you yesterday, today, tomorrow

I just Like

:)

even though it's short and i'm quite not full of it, 

i like the fact that it is sweet though it's short

it's a short and sweet lots of memories

to the point that i forgot some =.=''

and reminded by others. :P

and now that that class won't be on Sundae and Wednesday

Mondae would be hard for you and Thirstday would be hopeless for me

:(

well at least we still have Mondae won't we?

and that's if i and we have the same chance all over

well, what's done is done.

i have to make myself get over the MondayThursday class and enjoy it

and you why you

so slow in shorthand =.=''

or maybe i'm too advanced in shorthand. =o=''

it's kinda funny how tht one answer things which is actually not what i want even though i might be curious of but i did get the answer and feel very embarrased with a little thoughts of happy because getting the answer even though it's not what i've been looking for. get it? =.=''

=///////////////////////////////////////=''

i am shier than i thought. =.=''

shier <-------------alt of shy-er Duh! =o=''

p/s:ILikeYou *4ever currently*

bcc: why do ER is so boring lately? being in IM make me bored over ER. i miss HBSurgery. :T

ah!~ i fogot. Tuesdae exam so come2, wish me all the best. i bet you would be around to support me just like last xm, except tht i didn't notice you by the time you there but annoyed everytime tht day when i see your back. =o='' yeah WTV. You Little tRoubLe makeR. np*no problem* i still Like you. :3 see you again sometime there and there. :">

reblog edy but still want to reblog #10

 Seriously.~

 

Now I understand.

Enjoy your life.

:)

reblog edy but still want to reblog #9

 

sorry cause it's so true.

reblog edy but still want to reblog #8

So true so what's there to be shame of. @..@

y u so hensem karp? *Q*

And it's when I text. Him. LoL? Duh?~

And that person has cost pain much over me. Silly.

:\

Define.Vast.

it.has.never.failed.to.attempt.me

you go tumblr!!

:D

screw you Foreign Body

I don't like how it always attempt to change around.

Duh!

oh-so-common ring

It's not because I love you.

It's because I love only you. 

<3

*SG;KJW*

*~*

 She's sweet and kind.

He's mine. :P

''Let's practice cutesy signatures.''

^~^

The cutest. :">

guys with HighDefinition.

Cool.

not my problem if you give a damn

freinds.

oh.

friends.

i love friends.making friends.having friends.

but not keeping friends.

cause they are not mine.

my principle?

friends are friends. not to the point that i should die for them.but be with them whenever in good and bad time.especially when they need me. and too private to share abt so tht's all for here.

but not everyone.why? i ask you, do you remember each and everyone of your friend's birth day? *i see you smirking there*

 

but of course i keep each of them in my heart n mind. 

well, it's principle conflict, you know.

everyone has their own perspective and points.

let's cut tht part. i wanna get to my point of writing now.

see, there's this friend who willing to care of the friend whatever it takes.

as an outsider, i see this as a friends-siblings complex.

why? cause the friend would die for the friend. and even sacrifice own friend for the friendbling concern.

heh. if A would make me sacrifice my time and life for B who is also friend of mine-that's bullshit!

i don't give a damn abt it.

rather, i'll live my life. it's your complex, then why involve others?

what? if u're a lady and has husband, would you ask your girlfriend who is his colleague to look after him at work cause you work in the other dept or cause u're a full time housewife? sheet lah if you do.

get my point?

i'd rather take into account when my friend need me rather than someone ask me to look after other.

what? you think imma babysitter? no way man. i have a lot of things to do and even trying to prepare being a full time lady while work up my daily routine.while being kiddy.

it's rather annoying when you're being notified several times.

i'll live my life. don't worry. i can still survive and am independent. for i seek a guidance if i have to.

p/s: i don't give a damn. anyway, encouraging is better than controlling.