How things have change a lot.

I should be studying more. (- -'')

But feeling like wanna post an entry today. (_ _'')

When I looked back for a year, it seems like lots of things have changed.

Everybody too have lots of things to settle down with.

How times have passed.

Since like a year many thing has happen.

It also feels odd.

That everyone I've known on DNSEA also whom used to be around with me, like I did in my past time, gotten busy with real life things. Including me of course. =,=''

Even if I go play back I think the world is not like it seems before.

Even in guild group none has talk much like before.

Including me. (_ _'')

Well actually I do can't bring myself to attention 'cause in reality I'm a shy person for being average.

Not imba nor noob either. m(_ _'')m

Pemalas cmtu la. =,=''

 

Nevertheless, some games are not just games.

It's where ties of friendship and real things do be made.

That's how I learn some reality of mmorpg.

| Been thinking a lot before this up to OCD and didn't find time to make an entry therefore have to write an entry otherwise I'll be dying wanna post =,='' |

| Study shall I |

MafiaStyle

Legendary.

Most well-known just by doing nothing.

/.\

I. Am. Definitely. Awesome.

| OP :P |

Awesomeness.

That awesomeness.

Only excellence and elegance.

| Kill All On Sight |

Bendera Malaysia.

I love to make pun of this.

Tha'nera Telezia

| I missed those days back then. |

Lolies. And Black Bullet. Red eyes.

I

Am one of those who adore lolies. =_=

Since when I'm not sure myself either. =,=''

Maybe since dnsea. ._.

Well-known loli I guessed. =,=''

Anyhow, Black Bullet is another topic I wanna bring about.

The concept yeah. Lolies. Everyone and each of them has their own loli.

LOLis. [ pun intended ]

And also part of the concept seems like cancer-themed. Each owner of the loli is the promoter while their loli titled as initiator and each of them has their own mode like bunny mode, cat mode, spider mode etc. Awesome.

Owh and why do I said cancer-themed?

Cause 1st they have such initiator and promoter thingy, just like when I learned about malignancy, we did learn term such as promoter and initiator in genes if I'm not mistaken. Also, 2nd, the problem, crisis, and conflict related to this anime is about a monster or whatever they call them Gastrea bla3 and also those red-eyed lolies is somehow related to cancer/mutation like stuffs. It's kinda cool though. 20 episodes is kinda bearable for me. I can't accept any anime or series 20+ eps so this is cool.

About the red eyes. Black Bullet and Mekakucity Actors both has the same theme. Red eyes. XD

AND I TOTALLY LOVE MEKAKUCITY ACTORS

I recommend us to watch it if us likes anime. ;3

It's another sight of anime one rarely wanna watch but I'm that one of a kind whom is the rarest. ;3

| I am indeed well-known loli of gays of mine. =_= |

Kill All On Sight.

Is where I learned of special thing.

Friend zone.

Good gays.

Nah that's one of a kind to learn of. XD

There's a lot.

But on top of all that.

I learn about teamwork on  top of friendship, trust and bonding.

Love out there somewhere.

Buddies even if I pretended to be gay, I like being gay around you guys.

Ergo, it's the thoughts that count.

People come and go.

But abang2 kawasan will still be the legends.

And I'm an average no-ob as always.

| No want can beat my laziness. |

XD

I miss the fun but I got study to attend. T_T

''Go away, Anna.''

''Okay, bye.''

the story of yuna, me and sae

When you was young and innocent, nicknames are the coolest thing you can have or make for your own especially when using as net name or ign.

I was a kid too. Back at my age, I do create one. Few maybe. But I stick to one mostly.

I love Yuna from Final Fantasy X that I start to learn every single details about her. It's funny back then I did make a print copy of her details. Such stalker. Haha.

Love her to the point that my Friendster account when I was active also named as Yuna Ice.

And my parents know pretty well of my Yuna Ice. ._.

Yuna Ice is my variety of name. The Ice makes it sounds cool. Yunalesca is too classic.

The big and lots of reason behind why I like Yuna so much? I think I'm not gonna put through this entry since it will take up lots of my time to type. xD

Just simply put.

I adore her.

Besides her hair, job and her heterochromia eyes which looks so cool! xD

Exclusively to Yuna of course. :P

Yuna the High Summoner :3

And the sequel; Final Fantasy X-2 also I adore. XD

As long as it is about her, I get to learn. ;3

But when I start playing games few years ago, I stop using Yuna as my net name since she is well known and fasho people randomly use her name. 

And so I came up with lots of names but few of exclusively of use.

The one I like to share here as entitled to this entry; Sae

Sae Kurosawa

;3

Very beautiful yet set story of Final Boss of

Fatal Frame 2: Crimson Butterfly

I'd known of Fatal Frame Series from Xtreme.fm kot eja camna tah.

From radio fm I think focusing on teenagers.

They're talking of top ten games on what platform I dunno.

But that's where I heard you can kill ghost with a camera. ;3

Camera Obscura per se. ;3

PS2 maybe since FF is.. I mean Fatal Frame not Final Fantasy =,=''

If got mixed between both usually since I love using shorthand. =,=''

People got mixed up abt it when I talked of them. (-_,-)

So back to topic.

And also I'd read about Fatal Frame too on GempakStarz

My long time favourite magazine XD

Right when I dunno much and use much of the internet, GempakStarz gives you a lot of info in advance just like in the net comparing to what comes to Malaysia, TVs, radios and news regarding the outside world.

I'm the proud fan of the mag. XD

Kipas-susah-mati. ;3

So when we get PlayStation 2 I rushed myself on finding Fatal Frame Series.

My siblings aka Piranha all knew about my hardcore dream of having the game.

We first have The FF2 out of all series since that's the one we get to buy and the most I want of since I read on GempakStarz. ;3 

And it's even the most favorable one out of the whole series. ;3

And yeah. Sae Kurosawa has been the name since then. ;3

Not much people know of it I think.

So not everyone is into it using my SaeKurosawa name. ;3

Haha. xD

Being me, I love to make a research especially in detail of things I love. Till I'm exhausted. So I know a lot of Yuna of FFX and Sae Kurosawa of FF2

Even of most trivia about them.

You'll find it a lot worth while when you understand a tiny little detail the producer put on the production which no one cares to take into consideration. That's what makes it super cool about things you like. ;3

So if you came across any Sae related name especially Sae Kurosawa, it might be me if not someone else. 

Who knows? ;3

I love medicine trust me. T_T It's just that I'm into games to since young. T_T

Sometimes.

Sometimes

In order to protect yourself

You surround yourself with a shell

Run to another realm

Escape from current world

Pretend to be in the parallel universe

A little happy

But end up alone

People around you

No matter where you are presently

Doesn't bring the joy as much as you show

Upon them

Maybe you sincerely having fun

But at the same time you can't deny yourself

Defy your true feelings

Lying to your heart

No

You can't do just that

And so I run

For a brief moment

Still one of my favorite