read between the lines

never put your heart in your eyes cause when it hurts

people can see it

relying too much on someone is a foolish act

they won't keep up with you like Him

you should not trust people totally with your hearts

 cause when they hurt you

the pain is like, 

your heart cries but no tears in your eyes can describe them

and yes, over-thinking kills you

to the point that

it hurts so much that you need to swallow your pain 

that tears is not a way to relieve it

 p/s: because people will never understand

I am indeed aware of your presence but you must make me note that your presence is what I should concern of. You might put me in doubt that your presence is seemingly not for me. 

I appreciate your effort if it does concern me. Improve it a little so I would aware of what I should concern of.

I don't like food. I love it.

p/s: Projection is also one of defence mechanism?

Friend zone.

''Think you can handle it?''

Maintenance.

High.

Very da high larr.~

Don't ask too many.

Tak hensem sgt pun. Mine jgn curik. :|

What the hash. 

=.=''

18PL

Blah ko!!

Merajuk habis.

Emo gile ni.

What's this?

=.=''

Bosan!!

Sila compensate skarang!!

=.=''

xx emosi yg keterlalun xx

p/s: korang nih!! asal rated mature je interested. bosan!!

''Who are you people?''

It's not that I don't wanna stay
But every time you come too close I move away 

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know  

Sometimes I run 
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you 

all I need is time
  

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me

YMISickness.

:\

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

Subjective.Feeling.

''Do you know how painful that kind of feeling is?''

PlayingHardToGet.

Did I provoke you my dear stalker/s? :3

I wish so. :P Nothing better. X3

JualMahal.

A term foreigner won't understand. WTV.

Anyway. I don't sell. I negotiate for the best. :3

I am plainly straight person but seasoned with indirect approach sometimes.

Am I? Who knows? :3

Playing hard to get is something I would never thought of but you know, things sometimes do happen unconsciously. :3

In my term, it's the other way round. Getting too hard to play. :\

Why, I'm annoyed by this. :\

Well, ''Love is patience.''-Queen

So patience, here I come.

 

But there's limit. :|

p/s:Everyday I miss you. :)

Plainly.Please.~Duh!

''I plainly share my part with people with no intentions of poisoning others.''

And it always happen that I would story ppl my dramas and emphasized that what happen to me or what my opinions of things are, not for it to influence them. Emphasized.

Because I don't want characters in my life look bad in third person point of view. Because they are characters in my story. Not in yours. 

And it's not fair for them. According to me.

So mind this, no matter how dying I hate or like ppl, it's not for you to judge them from my story or from how emotionally I feel towards them and their role, which make them look good or bad. Because this is my story. Make it yours if you want to know how they actually are in characters.

Plainly, I hate those guys and girls whom basically stick up their nose on others just because their friends shared how bad those characters are in their stories. How unprofessional!! Very shameful!! Both the story teller and the listener. 

And that's how you look pathetic you maggot!

reblog edy but still want to reblog #11

the title is actually

Rejection of Confession.

=.=''

We've just been rejected just now by our teacher. How sad. This is the first time I ever felt gloomy of not having not-so-elective arabic class today. :( Yeah WTV. It's a long story which been shorten so, make your own walkthrough of my conclusion. Wanna know more? Come and get me. Ask me. :P

Anyway here's second point of the actually our title today.

a simple not so of confession is

I Like You

nevertheless I meet you yesterday, today, tomorrow

I just Like

:)

even though it's short and i'm quite not full of it, 

i like the fact that it is sweet though it's short

it's a short and sweet lots of memories

to the point that i forgot some =.=''

and reminded by others. :P

and now that that class won't be on Sundae and Wednesday

Mondae would be hard for you and Thirstday would be hopeless for me

:(

well at least we still have Mondae won't we?

and that's if i and we have the same chance all over

well, what's done is done.

i have to make myself get over the MondayThursday class and enjoy it

and you why you

so slow in shorthand =.=''

or maybe i'm too advanced in shorthand. =o=''

it's kinda funny how tht one answer things which is actually not what i want even though i might be curious of but i did get the answer and feel very embarrased with a little thoughts of happy because getting the answer even though it's not what i've been looking for. get it? =.=''

=///////////////////////////////////////=''

i am shier than i thought. =.=''

shier <-------------alt of shy-er Duh! =o=''

p/s:ILikeYou *4ever currently*

bcc: why do ER is so boring lately? being in IM make me bored over ER. i miss HBSurgery. :T

ah!~ i fogot. Tuesdae exam so come2, wish me all the best. i bet you would be around to support me just like last xm, except tht i didn't notice you by the time you there but annoyed everytime tht day when i see your back. =o='' yeah WTV. You Little tRoubLe makeR. np*no problem* i still Like you. :3 see you again sometime there and there. :">

reblog edy but still want to reblog #10

 Seriously.~

 

Now I understand.

Enjoy your life.

:)

reblog edy but still want to reblog #9

 

sorry cause it's so true.

reblog edy but still want to reblog #8

So true so what's there to be shame of. @..@

y u so hensem karp? *Q*

And it's when I text. Him. LoL? Duh?~

And that person has cost pain much over me. Silly.

:\

Define.Vast.

What'sOnMyMindLately

I'm not here to mess around. I'm here because I have my own role.

Bring it on!!

it.has.never.failed.to.attempt.me

you go tumblr!!

:D

screw you Foreign Body

I don't like how it always attempt to change around.

Duh!

bukan udah ku bilang

ni.... XD

enjoy

:P

Apakah kau mau menjadi kekasihku?

Aku kekasihmu. Aku kekasihmu.

Kau kekasihku. Kau kekasihku.

Kau mengesankan, kau lebih baik daripada yanglain

Aku sibuk setiap hari (sibuk) hatimu terluka (luka)

Cintaku padamu tidak akan berubah, aku tidak akan melihat yanglain selain dirimu

Aku tidak tahu kenapa hatiku seperti ini

Bahkan ketika aku merasa sangat lelah suatu saat

Aku ingin kau ada di sisiku

Bahkan ketika kita bertengkar, kau selalu menggenggam tanganku erat

Kau, kau, baby, kau kau

Aku ingin membuatku tertawa setiap hari

Aku kekasihmu satu2nya e e e

Kau kekasihku satu2nya e e e

Aku akan melindungimu, aku selalu memperhatikanmu

Aku akan melakukan itu semua hanya untukmu

Kau adalah kekasihku e e e

Kekasihku satu2nyae e e

Aku akan menjadi bintang untukmu agar kamu dapat melihatku

Aku akan menjadi kekasih hanya untukmu

Aku berada di sampingmu tanpa sarat, aku adalah seorang pemenang di matamu

Tidak peduli apapun, aku akan selalu berasa di sampingmu untuk melindungimu

Aku mendapatkan balasanmu,  jangan khawatir

Aku akan menggenggammu dalam tanganku dari sekarang

Tersenyum, tiupkan untukku a kiss, oh manis seperti itu

Bahkan ketika aku merasa sangat lelah suatu saat

Aku ingin kau ada di sisiku

Bahkan ketika kita bertengkar, kau selalu menggenggam tanganku erat

Kau, kau, baby, kau kau

Aku ingin membuatku tertawa setiap hari

Aku kekasihmu satu2nya

Kau kekasihku satu2nya

Aku akan melindungimu, aku selalu memperhatikanmu

Aku akan melakukan itu semua hanya untukmu

Kau adalah kekasihku

Kekasihku satu2nya

Aku akan menjadi bintang untukmu agar kamu dapat melihatku

Aku akan menjadi kekasih hanya untukmu

Perasaanku padamu tidak akan berubah

Kita dimiliki dunia ini, aku tidak akan membiarkanmu pergi

Jangan khawatir. Jangan menangis, kau adalah wanitaku

Duniaku, apakah kau percaya padaku?

Aku kekasihmu satu2nya e e e

Kau kekasihku satu2nya e e e

Aku akan melindungimu, aku selalu memperhatikanmu

Aku akan melakukan itu semua hanya untukmu

Kau adalah kekasihku e e e

Kekasihku satu2nyae e e

Aku akan menjadi bintang untukmu agar kamu dapat melihatku

Aku akan menjadi kekasih hanya untukmu

Malassezia furfur. Malaysia bubur.

The severity of dandruff may fluctuate with season as it often worsens in winter.

Those affected by dandruff find that it can cause social or self-esteem problems.

Treatment may be important for both physiological and psychological reason.

There is some evidence that excessive perspiration and climate have significant roles in the pathogenesis of dandruff.

 Redness and itching is actually seborrheic dermatitis, and it frequently occurs around the folds of the nose and the eyebrow areas, not just the scalp.

Seasonal changes, stress, and immuno-suppression seem to affect seborrheic dermatitis.

Like other skin conditions, hot water can exacerbate dandruff or itching. Using slightly cooler water (not cold) during regular hair washing and rinsing has been found to reduce dandruff in some individuals.

Stress, fatigue, weather extremes, oily skin, infrequent shampoos or skin cleaning, use of lotions that contain alcohol, skin disorders (such as acne), or obesity may increase the risk.

Commonly affected areas include the scalp, eyebrows, eyelids, creases of the nose, lips, behind the ears, in the outer ear, and middle of the chest.

You can treat flaking and dryness with over-the-counter dandruff or medicated shampoos. Shampoo the hair vigorously and frequently (preferably daily). Loosen scales with the fingers, scrub for at least 5 minutes, and rinse thoroughly. Active ingredients in these shampoos include salicylic acid, coal tar, zinc, resorcin, ketoconazole, or selenium.

Seborrheic dermatitis may improve in the summer, especially after outdoor activities.

Seborrheic dermatitis is a chronic (life-long) condition that can be controlled with treatment. It often has extended inactive periods followed by flare-ups. A more extreme form of this condition overlaps with psoriasis of the scalp and is called sebopsoriasis.

The severity of seborrheic dermatitis can be lessened by controlling the risk factors and by paying careful attention to skin care.

In more rare cases, redness and flaking may occur on the skin near the eyelashes, on the forehead or around the sides of the nose.

A sign that the condition has become more severe is the formation of thick, oily and yellow scales which might appear on the forehead, around the sides of the nose or on the skin near the eyelashes. 

It's not my problem but it's also my concern.

You can tell. 

@__________@

Reference. :| and wikipedia.

not my problem if you give a damn

freinds.

oh.

friends.

i love friends.making friends.having friends.

but not keeping friends.

cause they are not mine.

my principle?

friends are friends. not to the point that i should die for them.but be with them whenever in good and bad time.especially when they need me. and too private to share abt so tht's all for here.

but not everyone.why? i ask you, do you remember each and everyone of your friend's birth day? *i see you smirking there*

 

but of course i keep each of them in my heart n mind. 

well, it's principle conflict, you know.

everyone has their own perspective and points.

let's cut tht part. i wanna get to my point of writing now.

see, there's this friend who willing to care of the friend whatever it takes.

as an outsider, i see this as a friends-siblings complex.

why? cause the friend would die for the friend. and even sacrifice own friend for the friendbling concern.

heh. if A would make me sacrifice my time and life for B who is also friend of mine-that's bullshit!

i don't give a damn abt it.

rather, i'll live my life. it's your complex, then why involve others?

what? if u're a lady and has husband, would you ask your girlfriend who is his colleague to look after him at work cause you work in the other dept or cause u're a full time housewife? sheet lah if you do.

get my point?

i'd rather take into account when my friend need me rather than someone ask me to look after other.

what? you think imma babysitter? no way man. i have a lot of things to do and even trying to prepare being a full time lady while work up my daily routine.while being kiddy.

it's rather annoying when you're being notified several times.

i'll live my life. don't worry. i can still survive and am independent. for i seek a guidance if i have to.

p/s: i don't give a damn. anyway, encouraging is better than controlling.