Especially dedicated for you.

Who? 

I'm sorry my dearest stalkers and my Loved one. :P

This is especially dedicated to my biggest greatest first adik manja. :D

''I've heard your story and Alhamdulillah, iA you can face the challenge no matter how hard it is because you are truly AWESOME to me and all of us Suriali's.'' :)

''Satisfaction lies in the effort, not in the attainment, full effort is full victory.''

Sure you'll get what you had worked for. I am going to support you always. Keep calm and just do it. :) Sian dye. :)

I wanna shared with you what my Queen has shared with me. :)

Anyhow, this is from me plak. :)

p/s: I miss all of you and pls send my regard to all 245 if you can. :)

Farewell dearest brother.

p/s: Wish me the best for OSCE esok and Finals around the bench. :3

Yours lovely sister,

Yuna Ice :P

24122012.a.year.from.now.

Especially thank you to my Suriali's esp Dr. Suriali.

An abah who will always have his name as my first. :)

And to all my family members with gratitude, too much to write here. :)

To all of my friends days and nights.

To my exclusive roommate-almost-soulmate. :P

To my beloved ahlul baidh.-Forever and Always.<3

and specially to;

"Thank you I Love You I will only give you happiness."

*maybe :P* 

Thank you Happiness.:)

p/s: It's a one night stand. :P

*a long speech of today are not intended to be written today since I am damn busy all seconds doing stuffs and wasting time, thank you. so please don't look forward for any speech cause it might be a yr from now. maybe. who knows? :P*

nevus araneus

''Shall I begone from your sight. And shall I seek you no more. For meant together, if destined we are.''

We should end that conversation like forever.

I'm waiting for the lovely one while mature into one.

:)

Reflection.

Look at me,
I will never pass
For a perfect bride,
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?

Now I see
That if I were truly to be myself,
I would break my family's heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am, Though I've tried
When will my
Reflection show who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside.

someday

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,

I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard

Every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have

I lost strength in my legs and drop down

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”

But it makes me afraid little by little

I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t

Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

But wait it’ll come

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope it helps me now.

I hope the God will help me

I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

But wait it’ll come

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

Someday… Someday…

rama-rama.kepompong.homesick.ha.ha.

Kepompong

Ulatbulu jadi kepompong

Dia tinggal dalam kelongsong

Sampai masa, ‘POM!’

Jadi rama-rama yang indah

Rama-rama sayapnya indah

Sungguh cantik aneka warna

Isap madu di pokok bunga

Tapi sayang hidup tak lama.

Okay. Entry ni start with the song entitled ‘Kepompong’ if it’s not “Rama-rama’.

Okay. The song as you can clearly u/stood, is abt butterfly and few stories of it’s life. The song is kinda sad actually but it’s quite nice even if Ibrahim sang it in a way that I’m suspicous abt the tone. :P

So, since egypt doing it’s protest, I’m lucky to be flewn back to malaysia. Okay, now it’s time to go home and schooling. And it’s making me sick. Homesick. Haha. I’m in 3^rd yr but still can’t get enough being homesick. Lol.

Looks like rama-rama need to go on advent after being for a month back in kepompong. Owh, how I will miss this kepompong very much, only Allah knows.

Well, I’m trying to prepare hardly for the next few days to fly back. Wish me a safe journey and everyday full of love and spirits. Smile.

intoxicated.and.kbkh.

1. rindu kbkh kesayangan ak tahap melampaui batas.

*ok, lepas ni ak kawal. ;p

2.rindu you-know-who ak tahap gaban.

*ok, ak try kawal next time. ;p

3.suke sbb napak *** hr ni

*ok, len kali ak kena blaja bethowl2 utk ctrl. ;p

4.emo tahap gaban.

*ok, maybe postMS kot. ;p

5.cuti ni macam xkan jupe kbkh2 kesayangan ak je. :(

*ak bz 11-15. 16 br free, hrp2 dorg wat program tyme tu onwards n cntct ak. :(

6.ak emo giler mlm ni wpun ade hepy2 sket sbb napak ***

*mane xnye, bapek ssh nak dpt taxi,dekat stgh jam, siap berderi2 mate ak tgu taxi.

7.ak harap esk akn lebih baek dr hr ni.

*sbb ak ade seminar yg best dlm hidup,trimas kepada penganjur2 n sponsor2 n org behind the scene nye :D , ak nak belanje cholera ak eskrem, ak nak mentor onigiri, ak nak dobi baju ak kasek siap b4 ak jalan kaki p kairo utk petame kali dlm hidup ak ke rumah bakan n9 setelah 3thn di sini, ak nak g drempark buat kali k 3, which means kali ke 2 ak p tampe kbkh2 ak yg chun2 n hensem2 -sry khairi, ak xle g dreampark ngn ko(org) :(- , ak akan besame chick2 ak esk dlm seminar dan hati2 dgn ap yg ak bakal tgk ;p , dan ak x tdo rumah esk.

8.ak harap ak dah normal sket skarang ni.

*gangguan emosi dlm mgu ni yg akhernye ter explode hr ni. ;p

9.ni lah 1st time ak tuleh ap yg ak dah buat n akan buat secare detailnye wpun not detailed enough >w<

10. ak rase cbrn n dugaan mgu ni byk buat ak pk di akher2 mgu ni yg da nak start cuti

*org len hepy, ak emo, tp ak still hepy. n actually ak slalu extra thinking sapai naek botak pale ak ni. seb baek %^&$^* ak *$%&%*^&. cume dlm mgu ni, ak overstrecth otaak ak utk pk beyond extra. ;p

11.yg penting, dlm mse terdekat ni, ak dah start pick up xtra kwn, means, ak kenal but never interact before, but alhamdulillah, lepas ice breaking *hehe, ak ske ice breaking effort aku ;p * ak berjaye tackle few utk socialize dgn.hehe, ak kan anak Suriali. ;p so, esk ak akn bertemu mereke2, kekaseh ak, kekaseh2 ak, dan juga mereka2 yg ak knal n start being friendly with.

12.terima kasih pada they all they all yg accept ak as kawan n accept ak as i am.if possible, n kite dah further r/ship, korg maybe blh tgk colours ak. ;p xpe, kite warm up dlu, nati lame2 vigorous lah exercise. jgn lupe cool down balek. ;p

13.ak ad wat checklist hampas dlm otak ak manusia2 yg ak aim n study2 ak n cuti2 ak n actvt2 ak n budget2 ak n apelg ntah dlm otak ak. xpe2,bakal direalisasikan dgn black n white.korang2 doa2 kanlah kejayaan ak dan keluarga ak dan kawan2 ak dan korng2 dan juga kaum muslimin n muslimat kat dunia ni yeah. :D

14. alhamdulillah, sudeyh kurang sket. :D tp still ade lah, yg ni sry lah abah ibu,table nak channel. ;p klang hampas, kot ye pun layan lah kite, org tgh emo2 ni. kalo dpt ckp ngn angah mesti best. kteh ke.ibu abah lg best. tp paleng2 best skali ibu lah. hehehhehehehe

oklah. tahniah pd uda dah dpt upsr hr ni.klong doakan uda terbuka hati utk jalan yg diredhai Allah. amin. :)

bye korunk2~. jumpe esk. :)

hoi, lupe, slamat eid adha

kullu sanah wa antum toyyibin. :)

today.is.the.day.no.actually.26th.october.could.it.be.today?

happy day

happy celebration

may The Almighty bless us

may all of your wishes and prays granted by Him

I

will always love you

despite not expressing it continuously

despite being far away

but like all of we always know

and you always mention

''biar jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati.''

I love you fullheartedly

:)

sayang abah ibu

p/s: i guess the year of celebration would be better to remain as 'rahsia keluarga'

:)

what lies behind the eyes

‘’it’s a sad fact that only family understand better’’

‘’because only family can accept the fact of who you are’’

‘’who knows you better behind the scene’’

‘’I am grateful of that yet I am disappointed’’

‘’I guess fact is fact’’

‘’if only there’s someone who can really change it’’

‘’and it’s true that, love hurt’’