life.is.like.share.there.is.up.and.down.

yeap.up and down.

i have experienced it too.

much.

people said,shit happens sometimes in life.

i said,bad and good things happen sometimes in life.

if only good things happen, then there'll be no competition.

there'll be no meaning in life.

and there'll be no heaven and hell.

*the H letter goes well haha*

well.this week is sort of bad.

and today is worst. i'd spilled it all over the place.

i guess i need to clean up. ;p

well, sometimes i forgot that i am human too.

i am no angel and no god.

therefore, i will have all sorts of emos.

i also need to tear up sometimes to relieve.

seeking for calm and serene.

get close by Allah.

channel my energy and emotion.

but sometimes, crying is better.

crying is not a negative thing.

it's negative when it's excessive.

all things happen in this world must be sederhana.moderate.

not too much and not too less.

and ust. akli even remind me again aft my prev. talk before during the lecture break.

*b4 starting lecture 2 b exact.*

and so, you can cry. it's a way too express yourself.

but doing it in front of others will bring their curiosity.

it's normal for a thing to happen and people asking like why r u crying?

do u have problem?

so, make sure u have a good xplntn or ppl might miss understood.

and it's important too, to share your thoughts with others.

because by sharing you might learn something new from them like from their point of view for certain things.

i like sharing and opinions from others.

it's just that i can't accept ppl who judge others opinion.

opinion are to be heard and taken. not to be judge.

now, i loss my point of entry-ing.

well.

the conclusion is.

i am physiologically and anatomically in a bad shape.

hoping to recover real soon.

because my lively and flamboyant energy is the thing that drives me energize

in spite the love spreading towards me.

:)

so i am going to wake up tomorrow and smiling while trying my best to continue my routine.

:)

p/s: i remembered that, when i was 12, while writing essay for my UPSR examination, the English paper, i can't remember how to spell the word routine. in the end i just spell it but can't sure what i wrote. what i am sure of is that, i miss spelled it. and that's for an A in English and a treat of KFC by my teacher. :p