Considering.

Recently

I've a pool of thoughts of how I'm gonna spend on my maybe-holiday-for-three-months-before-being-called on-to-report-duty.

I want mention any but I'll pick few of what I would like to share of

At first I thought of gaining some savings as well as having some experience of working since for the rest 24 years of my life I haven't at all working experience.

But then I thought, I won't be having any holidays as I used to like summer break of two months or something like that and so I've been thinking of sketching out plans to laying around lazily, enjoying as much as I can, having trips to kampung and such as well as preparing and refreshing my knowledge and skills by sharpening them.

Also the thoughts of where would I like to start my practice of housemanship.

Guess I need to really get into serious discussion about this with my ibu*and abah* since I wanna stay as near to them as far as I did for the past 6 years.

Praying for His blessing to this dream.

I don't care much for my Medical Officer year for now.

For the time being I would like to stay as much near to them as I can since I've given up the last 6 years for study, freedom and experiencing life in my path of life.

Like others

I myself too do worried about being alone when posting.

Me too wants to get posting with friends somewhere but since I want to prioritize myself and time with my family, I would prefer to decide first based on my need of my family rather than my friends. Even though I want so much to be with them in the same hospital, I would rather choose to live with or near my family first. There's a lot to sacrifice.

*really in deep thoughts*

| The Road Not Taken |

Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

| This I feel. |

I should say this now or never.

IT'S 2222!!!

DAMNED IT"S THAT LATE ALREADY!!!

*sigh*

| =_= |

Crazy Because Of You.

Feel your senses to my scent
You empower me
My heart used to be fine
Now it's all broken

This nonsense on-off-on-off daylight saving is killing me.

=_=

I'm prepared but..

Just not fully prepared. =_=

By the time I come back, okay, it's1400-1500

But then Asr is around 1630

Almost like in Malaysia, okay, be it.

 And Maghrib is around 2000

WHAT?!!

Hm..okay.

By 2130 it's adhan for Isya' prayer.

Finished salah.

*Open book*

*Sit in front of desk*

*Look at laptop's time*

*Gasp*

It's 2200 @_@

*krik2

=_=

Last year they suddenly cancelled daylight saving as I am adapting to it for few years.

And this year lucky me I asked 'cause no one seems to alert everyone about the daylight savings as they usually did. =_=

Lucky me I'm just one day off the daylight saving time. =_=

But now it seems unbearable to fast in this kind of state. =,=''

Alhamdulillah finished qada all the fasting that's compulsory. =_=

But I did try to fast in this state and alhamdulillah not bad except for the slight hypoglycemic since I sahur too early. The power of niat. :P

| I am so ready for daylight saving. =_= |

Kill All On Sight.

Is where I learned of special thing.

Friend zone.

Good gays.

Nah that's one of a kind to learn of. XD

There's a lot.

But on top of all that.

I learn about teamwork on  top of friendship, trust and bonding.

Love out there somewhere.

Buddies even if I pretended to be gay, I like being gay around you guys.

Ergo, it's the thoughts that count.

People come and go.

But abang2 kawasan will still be the legends.

And I'm an average no-ob as always.

| No want can beat my laziness. |

XD

I miss the fun but I got study to attend. T_T

''Go away, Anna.''

''Okay, bye.''