my angel repackage

between a lady and a girl

firefly of the earth: haha
firefly of the earth: time to say good bye ke
taufufa yongtaufu: erm
firefly of the earth: never say good bye??
firefly of the earth: XDD
taufufa yongtaufu: erk
taufufa yongtaufu: goodbye means nothing
firefly of the earth: hahahah
firefly of the earth: then?
firefly of the earth: explanation is everything
firefly of the earth: ^w^
taufufa yongtaufu: haah

comments

yeah, comments...and lots of comments..

i like comments

because i like to digest them in my cerebellum and cerebral cortex. because it helps me being me. and being a lot more like me.

for me, i like it because it helps me being a better me. that's why even if i make the dishes of the day, i am gladly as for others opinion, whether what i makes is delicious or not, or need any improvement. yup, i'm not that good at cooking, just good at cooking to survive only, yet, i am happy when someone comments on it.

i like people to comments and give opinions that helps me being a better me.

anyway, there's ethics to comments on people. like medicine, other things also needs ethics, and that also goes to comments.

and yeah, you need skills if you want to comments. it's one of basic living skills one should have. and one should know the difference between comments and judges. it's totally different. if you lack this skills, you will bring apocalypse in your relationships.

that's why we need to learn and grip basic living skills. it's okay to be slow. it's okay to be a beginner. but if you keep on postpone and find a reasons to ignore it, the sooner or later you will regret it. life is short. if you don't start to improve now and open your eyes and willingly let your brain digest the skills and your body to feel the skills in your actions controlled by your minds, then you might not start it till you're lifeless.

and i, do take in considerations of all good and improving comments on me. that's if people have skills on how to manipulate words so that i am willingly taking in considerations all comments. because i am complicated, people might not understand me. but yeah, i like things that helps motivating and improving me. and i don't like harsh words. eventhough you are straightforward, there are many good ways of telling things without hurting people. and guess what, things that easily burn me up, for sure i'll steam up sooner. because ones whom are not my bloodline members, steams me up easily, so better watch out your oral cavity dear.

i'm a good friend but a bad enemy, yet i don't like being enemy.

enemy is just disgust things and it stinks and i'm tired of it.

parasite-a-loner

i've been parasitting (forget abt the damn spelling) homo sapiens lately. i guess i need to take a break. things around me is making me exhausted. haru haru (hanguge).

maybe i should leave my definitive host an becoming coracidium instead (shape shifting and metamorphosis, no need to follow the usual life cycle). and as coracidium, i will go and search my IMH I and II. being in them for a while before getting back to my beloved definitive host (the parasite is totally a mess, do what it wants and never run its own course really well).

being a loner is not bad though. it helps my definitive host to have his own free space. as long as i don't infect him, he is freely able to breathe the atmosphere well. *he- generally speaking, homo sapiens, i meant no harm to any human species.

i think by myself that definitive host may or might be thinking of that too. it's okay. i won't let any pathogenesis to occur as i go on a trip as coracidium for a while. farewell my definitive host. i hope you recover soon before i infect you again willingly.

diphyllobothrium latum; recently learnt parasite. i love paraitology much as i know which you dunno but i'm not sure i can have a great grip on it. hopefully a well and firm grip. hwaiting~

parasite eve ''xpenah maen''

my angel

penat

saya dah penat dengan kamu

tapi

saya tetap nak kamu jugak

peace no war

denying

insensitive

i wonder

''am i really that insensitive?''

i've think a lot of it

sometimes

in certain circumstances

reflection

my flamboyant does not reflect me

you won't understand me by all my entries

my feelings, jokes, and lament

even it's written

even it's hidden

even it's here

you won't know

you can't even notice

because all my nonsense

only me

the persona

who understand

so

don't bother to reflect me by my flamboyant

because i am complex creature of The Creator

complicated ain't me?

well

i am complex

XD

ppl won't understand

XDD

except my family and my besties

>w<

stressed and they say what u need

'Stressed' spelled backwards spells 'Desserts.'
So logically, when one is stressed, they must eat more cake.

credit to ~KatrinWoody

XDD

romantic view XDD

schistosoma has mind of romantic view ain't it? >w<

this post is fun fomme so i am lazily won't specify their strains
XDD

and they are romantic anyway
XDD

floppy disk

ms. S (can't remember the name and dunno her title >w<)
whom teach us ICDL (international computer driving license-woah~ name xle bela)
is so nice

haha anyway, floppy has its own stories which simply simplified by ms. S
''it's so shy that it will eventually die if you look at it''

well, technically it's so sensitive that it's easily damage
that's all

haha
die
because we look at it

that's hyperbole
XDD
but seriously, it's hyperfunny if you imagine it
haha
XDD

bad nor good

-i am good-

really?

think again


-i am bad-

sure?

think twice

hippo

haha, now it reminds me that, after all of things, i mean specialty, i want to be in, i've been taking internal medicine in considerations too ^~^ it looks hell fun and challenging. anyway, it's just a consideration, i think i'll still be sticking with what specialty i want previously. and maybe someday, after been exposing with all sorts of department, i might take everything in consideration again. well, like the says, ''tak kenal maka tak cinta'', i guess exposing myself to all department is a good way of making a better decision.

haha, it's still far few years and i still think of the future. well, planning is good, it's a good think to plan and decide something well before it happens, the earlier the better. but not all things we plan might go on as well, haha, guess i should keep that in mind though.

well, hippocratic oath sounds a good thing to post on. so, i'll put the text here. it might be the real or the edited one because i earn it by swimming in the sea of net. but one day, when that time eventually come, i will know for sure what the oath is written about.

haha.

I swear to fulfill, to the best of my ability and judgment, this covenant:

I will respect the hard-won scientific gains of those physicians in whose steps I walk, and gladly share such knowledge as is mine with those who are to follow.

I will apply, for the benefit of the sick, all measures [that] are required, avoiding those twin traps of overtreatment and therapeutic nihilism.

I will remember that there is art to medicine as well as science, and that warmth, sympathy, and understanding may outweigh the surgeon's knife or the chemist's drug.

I will not be ashamed to say "I know not," nor will I fail to call in my colleagues when the skills of another are needed for a patient's recovery.

I will respect the privacy of my patients, for their problems are not disclosed to me that the world may know. Most especially must I tread with care in matters of life and death. If it is given me to save a life, all thanks. But it may also be within my power to take a life; this awesome responsibility must be faced with great humbleness and awareness of my own frailty. Above all, I must not play at God.

I will remember that I do not treat a fever chart, a cancerous growth, but a sick human being, whose illness may affect the person's family and economic stability. My responsibility includes these related problems, if I am to care adequately for the sick.

I will prevent disease whenever I can, for prevention is preferable to cure.

I will remember that I remain a member of society, with special obligations to all my fellow human beings, those sound of mind and body as well as the infirm.

If I do not violate this oath, may I enjoy life and art, respected while I live and remembered with affection thereafter. May I always act so as to preserve the finest traditions of my calling and may I long experience the joy of healing those who seek my help.

''this is the modern ver. ,well, it says so''

''and that's why i love ethics''
''medical ethics''
XDD

tanker

what i found recently, might be true, or not, i dunno, i read, because i want XDD

long taem

yosh~
ogenki desuka?~
it's been a while since i last updating

TwT

busy neh~

whatthodho

haih~

i wonder how well are you since i'm not posting
i hope u r well
flamboyant~

XDD

luckily no cobweb 'ere

XDD

if there's any guess i need to clean it carefully

afraid of becoming spidey~
female ver. XDD


''small small chilli fire''
XDD
boldly bloody words
XDD