''omo, finish?''

yosh~

finish
^~^

a song for a fool

expressing

still

It wasn't supposed to be love
It was never supposed to be
I fooled myself many times before, but my heart keeps on calling you
Before i tried to run away
I tried to push a step away
But even then you were growing bigger inside me

I must love you this much
I must wait for you this much
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave you
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything

Your warm eye expression
Your warm love
You are growing bigger inside me

You must have loved me
You must have waited for me
No matter how much I made you hurt, your heart can't leave me

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

Sometimes love, or tears will cause problems for us
I love you, I love you I just need you next to me

I must still love you
I must be waiting for you
I could fool my mind, but not my heart

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you


without a word

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I should have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my closed lips were surprised on their own
coming without any words

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.

Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left.

''hyung-nim~ you remind me of glucose, the fact that glucose dunno''
''anyhow, subject doesn't look like you hyung-nim''
''don't bother yourself by it''
:p

torsade de lingua #3

this is a bulk :p

tongue twister bebeh

now

say it as fast and as many times as you can
*er..it is separated by space between*
*so the next one ahs no relation with the previous*

community-acquired acute pneumonias

bronchopneumonic pneumonia

community acquired atypical pneumonia

granulomatous

p/s: well, studying is serious and fun at the same time and that's the best part of studying medicine, ''it's fun'' ^~^

i'm really hurt

more than this

no matter how

no matter how i see it


''there's me in your eyes''

that's just definitely true

no matter who you are

and somehow

we are near

but somehow

in certain circumstance

we are far

yeah yeah

whatever

apple is A+
baby i love you
bling bling bling

LOL

heart my family

handasahians

friends

and

''he who must not be named''

XDD

''apple, i heart you''

Glucose

Saya, suka sgt glucose ni. Sgt sgt. Cume glucose ni je yg xtao. Atau sy yg xtao. X. glucose xtao.
Disebabkan suka sgt kat glucose, saya cuba menjaohkan diri dari glucose. Sebab bile saya fikir, cakap atao makan glucose ni, saya xleh nak stop. Saya sentiasa fikirkan pasal glucose. Jadi, jalan yang terbaek adalah menjaohkan diri. Malangnya, kadang-kadang saya ditakdirkan untuk berada di tempat di mana glucose berada. Dan bila saya sedar glucose ada disitu, fikiran saya serabut. Sebab saya addict dengan glucose. Walaupun saya cuba menjauhkan diri dari glucose, bila terfikirkan, kadang-kadang saya rasa saya xpatot kenal glucose. Paling saya pantang adalah bila waktu saya cuba untuk focus tidak memikirkan glucose, saya Nampak glucose. Ye, saya Nampak jadi saya terus makan je walaupun marah. Tapi lepas tu, bila dah tak Nampak glucose, sebok pulak saya nak fikirkan dan sebut glucose, sampai tak boleh nak focus untuk blaja. Tu pasal saya xnak Nampak glucose. Saya cube untuk cut down memikirkan glucose. Malangnya, kadang-kadang saya rasa sedih bila teringatkan glucose.tapi apakan daya. Saya sendiri je yang tahu apa yang saya fikir dan rasa terhadap glucose. Manisnye, sedapnye, xmanisnye. Hm. Saya tak tao apa yang saya patot buat pasal glucose ni. Yang saya tahu, saya cuba untuk kawal tahap addict saya kat glucose. Tapi saya tetap akan ambil glucose untuk supply otak saya setiap hari. Biarlah glucose xtao. Sebab saya xleh btao glucose perasaan saya. Name pun glucose.
Ye, kamu xpaham ape saye cakap. Abaikan. Hanya yang tahu je yang paham. Yang tahu pun belum tentu paham. Rase cam nak amek Ca channel blocker je. Ntah. Saya nak merepek kejap. Xpe. Kamu xpaham xpe. Saya memang salu merepek. Saya xmerepek pun saya tetap merepek. Sebab, disebalek ape yang saya cakap, walaupun kadang2 xde makne (name pun merepek), kadang2 makne tu ade disebalek merepek. Hm. Tulah. Kiasan banyak sgt. Sampai org xpaham. Xpe. Abaikan. Kalo saya nak awak paham sy akan xpln. No hal lah.

''saya suka glucose''

tazkirah #1

officially, the title of the entry will be like the for the rest of the entry with same objective. insyaAllah.

today, no, few days ago i found ayat yg best to share with.

''Allah tidak menyukai ucapan yang buruk (yang diucapkan) dengan terus terang kecuali oleh orang yang dianiaya. Allah adalah Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui.''
''Jika kamu menyatakan sesuatu kebaikan atau menyembunyikan atau memaafkan sesuatu kesalahan (orang lain), maka sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pemaaf lagi Maha Kuasa.''
-surah an-nisaa' ayat 148-149

ye, dan saye insaf siket, banyak. ye, dan saya pun turut muhasabah diri sewaktu membaca ayat ini. ye, untuk kali ni, rasenye, musim bulan mengambang kot, dan ye, saya kene kurangkan cakap mende-mende buruk. hm, nasib baeklah fasa tu dah pergi dan saya sudah puleh siket dan mampu mengawal diri, ditambah lagi dengan ayat di atas yang saya baca, insyaAllah lebih baek dr yg sebeluimnya. semoga ayat di atas juga dapat membuka hati anda dan bermuhasabahlah sebaiknya sebelum tido, macam yang ibu dan abah saya salu pesan kat saya, ''nak todo tu, muhasabah diri, tengok apa yang kita dah buat hari ni, baik ke x, bagus ke x, cemerlang dari semalam ke, boleh buat lg baik dr hr ni ke, ade yg boleh jd sempadan dan teladan ke?''. itulah parents saya, mahukan yang terbaek utk saya. jadi, sentiasalah bermuhasabah diri. anda, bila lagi? :D

''Wahai manusia, sesungguhnya telah datang Rasul (Muhammad) itu kepadamu dengan (membawa) kebenaran dari Rabb-mu, maka berimanlah kamu, itulah yang lebih baik bagimu. Dan jika kamu kafir, (maka kekafiran itu tidak merugikan Allah sedikit pun) kerana sesungguhnya apa yang di langit dan di bumi itu adalah kepunyaan Allah. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Bijaksana.''
-surah an-nisaa' ayat 170

yang ni, erm, saya rase, saya simpan pendapat tu sniri, lg pun saya bukan pentafsir alQuran plus x pakar sgt. dgr ustz, ayah saya dan ustz zahazan ckp je lah. dan jkuga pengisian dr kawan2. apa yang saya nak share is, ayat ni kepada mereka2 yang mahu berfikir, akan menginsafkan kite yang lahir alhamdulillah, dalam islam. plus, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada, mahupun musibah kerana itu adalah ujian, dan takde satu pun hambe allah dlm dunia ni x tempuh hidup tanpe ujian. lahirnye kita kat dunia ni pun adalah untuk uji kita.setiap nafas kita ni adalah rahmat dr Allah jd, cuba2lah doa, minta Allah berikan ilham agar sentiasa bersyukur dengan segala nikmat, rahmat dan berkat dr Allah dan xlupe Dia dlm senang dan susah dan diberi ilham agar dapat menggunakan nikmat yang Allah berikan tu utk kebaikan.amin.

tu je pengisian dr saya hari ni dan post utk hr ni :D
insyaallah saya akan dedicate new post utk adek2 saye 3 eko nati Xp

laziness, passion and temptation

the title of this post is mengundang, right? :p
hahahahahhaa
nah, simply tajuk best but
i just want tyo say few things to my flamboyant LOL
i want to post lots of thing but i can't
haha
no. 1 is MALAS lol

it's like i have the urge to wrute but malas
penat tao x.penat.haih.
xpelah,just want to say i'll be writing later.esok.or lusa.
banyak nak tuleh neh.esp spm klang angah neh.haih.
xpelah.saya xde mood nak layari tenet pun 2 3 hr neh.
hormone xbetowl kot lol.
papejelah.
okay.tu je nak btau.daaaa~

next #2

and now minho too
^~^


after key~
^~^

hwaiting~

next

know ILY yunho

after

changmin

:p

''there is me in your eyes''

'OwO'

SHINee expelliarmus XDD

''help us with that flaming charisma of yours''
XDD

happy birthday to me (2009)

ma 9teen bithday candle
merah ain't it?

at last, the post i've been waiting to post is here
^~^
well, after several attempted
i've made it

so babe

it's all when smoothly

baiklah, saye nak citer gak
and yet
it is still fresh in ma mind
sort of
TwT

sewaktu malam 23 dec 2009
somewhere in camp chezar
at ground zero>w<

Me, know ma birthday that day, worry of the surprise and just hoping nothing bad wud happen to me just like last year(2008) LOL *that's pretty harsh, but i love it :p * Well that day i remember that that night around 7 o'clock, i felt sleepy, and mohd shah and husniyah want to keluar and buy something *x igt ape* and so i ask iezzaty to wake me when they went home. So as the time come she wake me and my life continue as usual *huh?*

That night, zatil *can't remember why* ask about the orphan and we*mohd shah and me* recommended her to watch it HAHA, because we watched it edy and i sort of like certain scene plus, husniyah is skipping certain scene to make speedwatching and me, haha as usual, always narrate certain part that i want *sort of hint lah* and at that time, we watch almost at midnight.

While i'm excited watching the almost end scene, light when out suddenly well, it's not that scared, but i got shocked and suddenly, ''happy birthday to you~'', husniyah sang it followed by mohd shah and there comes najihah TwT

i hide my tears :p and thank them and we sort of xoxo, have a few pic taken and me start kill the cake *w* and we have few piece of it

While kemas-kemas plak, after finishing basuh pinggan, i went to the living room *our house have one mehn ;P * and get another surprise by both plush of both hands of husniyah and mohd shah ^w^

Thank you najihah, mohd shah and husniyah you made my day and guess what, i get message before that from my abah and ibu wishing me with few forewords ^~^, kaklang too msg me ^~^ kak teh too ^~^

kak noni, my ex-SC*smart circle* sis wish me ^~^, she remember my birthday,
kak yani too ^~^

my handasahians baem, afiq, akmal, anis, hur, areqa, abu, in, diba

my friends ayu, farhana zakaria, sya, aishah masmira, alia

and especially farhanah mohamad ^~^

all wishing me birthday ^~^

not to mention, this year(2009) is just like last year,
SC also celebrate ma birthday ^~^
thank you kak has, and everyone in my SC ^~^
and happy birthday to haikal and banana too ^~^

also, thank you too all whom i didn't mention
thank you for wishing me ^~^

not to forget those whom wall-ing me in fb *after my status sounds like it's my birthday today :p * everyone thank you ^~^

This year(2009), i got most wishes from my bestie and friends, near and far, thank you for wishing me this year(2009). Even if i'm having birthday alone without family, The Surialis' wishing and your wishing is enough to make me happy, and guess what, i'm still 19 :p and yeah, i have another one year to enjoy my teen-age before having my first 2nd decade birthday(2010) ^~^

the most earliest gift i got from my ahli baidh *hehe*
tis come before ma birthday, few motnhs early
thank you najihah, husniyah and mohd shah
*it's the greeny lovey dovey comforter ^^ *

my cake-cake ^~^

from left; iezzaty and husniyah

thank you farhanah :p sehat kamu slalu ye :p
it takes her several days to gimme tis ^w^

green for frog :p thank you mas, haikal and banana :p

S.MS from ma kachak in and meow diba dibab :p

birthday pic fomme :p thank you amy and amal :p

and there goes my gift to my baidh, handasahian, THT human, Smart Circle and beloved farhanah mohamad ^~^

''tish ish not sushi guys, and not origami farhanah, it's onigiri''
''o-ni-gi-ri''
:D

i wonder what surprise i would have then this year :p

hehehe

just for fun..lame x dengar
cam menarek plak

dedicated to all esp dr.farhanah mohamad
*betulkan ak eja? hehe*

jom 'hayati' lagu ni sesame~
:p

when the time has come

today
as we all know
our precious prof. anatomy
Dr. Farid el Gebaly
pass away
al-Fatihah
semoga Allah tempatkan beliau dikalangan
orang-orang yang dikasihi

hm..i dunno why but
hearing this news actually
is kinda shock

this is the first time in my life
whom is not my family
but i am well aware of
has pass away

it's kinda shock
hm..i'm not really sad
because it's our fate
one day
that we all will leave this alam fana

i just feels like
there's a hole in my chest
feeling that can't be describe
it's just that i felt something that would make me sad
thinking that someone i know
not of my family
but i know of
leave this world

what i felt is
i felt like loss someone
it's like
he's leaving me with nothing
but
knowledge that i acquired from him
and his lecture textbook

it's like that's the only thing that make me
can sense his loss

it's kinda sad i think
and if i feel that way
his family will feel more than that

i'm sorry because i've never loss someone so close
except my family matter

yeah
i never wanna feel it
and hoping that one day
when the time has come
i hope and wish and pray that
i am prepared for it

because loosing even my grandparents
did make me feel sorrow too

and those feeling
is private
*sorry*

i'll share with my friends and family only

and here
this song i want to dedicated to all of us
and to me, myself, and i
i really love it since i was a kid
and always cry even the first time listen to it
and hope you enjoy it
^-^

torsade de lingua #2

interalveolar septa

sebut lelaju

''interalveolar''

interalveolar septa; alveoli

weight

someone needs to cut her weight down

and that's me

TwT

fantasy will just remain as fantasy

if only there's human
just like in manga
just like in anime
just like in jdrama
just like in kdrama
that we like

sigh

life's never been beautiful than that

yeah
story and reality is just
totally different

haih~
usui..kalo wujudlerh manusia cam dye kat dunia neyh
kan best

haih~

andai ku tahu

The Suriali's favourite song
and of course
i like it too

deeper meaning
jamming pown best :p

haih, missing people right i am?
TwT

oyeah

sok bday angah
0903xx

''happy birthday hensem''
''moga bertambah hensem and maintain cool''
''dan saya nak tgk awk bahas depan saya''
:p

my goddesses of food :p

this winter
this break
i didn't go hibernating
i went far
across the road
looking for what i dunno
and stumble across

goddesses of food
here :p

and so
i lost hunger
and found goddesses to befriend with :p

and that's the story of the winter not-so-fairy-tale :p

my fairly goddesses i caught upon my hunger :p
''hye iez, chanthek kasowt~ :p''

result spm 2009

yosh~
good luck pade adek2-ku yang tersayang antare yang tersayang~
yeap
the results is coming out
this
11th march 2010
for spm 2009

and also

wishing all of you out there
whom waiting for the results
gambatte ne~
haeng urunul piroyo~
*xtao, betowl kot hanguge neyh*
^~^

''kenape adek2? padahal sorg je yg amek spm''
''well, this is the reason''
''below larh''

adek ensem shaye merangkap anak manja no. 2
muhd syafiq kamaruzaman
*mitak mahap kalo ade salah eja ek :p *

adek cun shaye merangkap anak manja no. 3
nur izzati nabilah
* yelah, shaye xchantek, shaye comey jew :p *

''and that's the reason''
^~^

my boss my hero

this story
haha
so fun
good to make GIT gone cramps
for laughing too much
euphoria i guess
hehe

anyway
i won't synop it
you better watch it by yourself
better

what i want to say is

this story has lots of value
moral values
just like other jdrama
it's just that
this want has deeper meaning
and good point to laugh on
haha



watch it if you want to
i recommend it
though it's sort of out of date
tapi still fresh lg r citer dy
hehe

another thing i want to say is
''hey, why did i find those faces similar to someone i've seen?''
hee~
*and that makes me wonder, do i miss alex u few days after holidays? :P *

waka *young master*

try to conc. the subs more..HAHA..btw,
ni lah member nye makio,
obsession tinggi terhadap makio HAHA
sakurakouji a.k.a sakura-something

the faces

bile makio imagining~ :p

makio vs exam paper :p



haih, hot lah pulak~ haih :P


the will for pudding
yakuza too have special fav isn't it? :P

winner expression :p

new experience

guess who is da sensei :P


mikio, adeknye si makio :p






heart of fraction..apakah?

classmate dye ni macam.. :P

yang menarek perhatian saye :p


rase cam penah nampak cikgu dye neyh :p

*saya tak bersalah, haha, sebab saye rase ape yg saye rase n plus, mereka dilahirkan dengan rupa yang sebegitu ;P* -message ini ditujukan pade yang terbabit jew, yg xpaham sudeyh, buat2 xpaham ;P