E = mc2 duh!

cannot update now.

just telling cannot update while updating

with only this entry for now.

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your my STAR

S.T.A.R

my STAR

*while listening to music*

nak moriong.

XwX

this is not sleeping sickness.

it's just plasmodium sickness.

irritated now with assignments.

still 1 and 78% to go.

i wander when this world of assignment of mine will end.

i mean completing it.

not living w/o it.

i can't imagine my life w/o it.

LOLs

anyway, all of this are just piece of trash and what's on my mind

for now.

mianhe.

these nonsense are getting worse.

piece of shit crap.

urgh.

*vomit*

okay, i'm not drunk.

just elder version of

so called puppy love.

okay.

my mind is still tangled.

intertwined.

not interneurones.

physio prsnt quite nice though

i am a LOT shivering then becoming CM before tht class

well.

good luck to me.

tonight.

gonna buy rocket propellant.

i need to fly to mars.

maybe can find my boreo there.

or maybe i shud go to the moon.

looking for mario from there.

LOLs?

okay.

it's love light now.

i guess to night r just you and me

and the songs playing in you,

W((%

*the spelling are intended to be so*

life in this flamboyant is quite a mess since i can't update

and keep up to date with other blogs i've been stalked on.

okay.

now it's validity period.

yeah wtvr.

*i know i'm cute. no. i mean the owner if this blog, so u can't stand to save this image just like what i did.well i do it with no intention of having any profit upon it. and ryu r just stating what i feel right now, right ryu? yea, i know u'r nodding. not u stalker, i mean ryu. yea wtv, i plainly make this dialogue up with :-| face. thank you*

bye.

life.is.like.share.there.is.up.and.down.

yeap.up and down.

i have experienced it too.

much.

people said,shit happens sometimes in life.

i said,bad and good things happen sometimes in life.

if only good things happen, then there'll be no competition.

there'll be no meaning in life.

and there'll be no heaven and hell.

*the H letter goes well haha*

well.this week is sort of bad.

and today is worst. i'd spilled it all over the place.

i guess i need to clean up. ;p

well, sometimes i forgot that i am human too.

i am no angel and no god.

therefore, i will have all sorts of emos.

i also need to tear up sometimes to relieve.

seeking for calm and serene.

get close by Allah.

channel my energy and emotion.

but sometimes, crying is better.

crying is not a negative thing.

it's negative when it's excessive.

all things happen in this world must be sederhana.moderate.

not too much and not too less.

and ust. akli even remind me again aft my prev. talk before during the lecture break.

*b4 starting lecture 2 b exact.*

and so, you can cry. it's a way too express yourself.

but doing it in front of others will bring their curiosity.

it's normal for a thing to happen and people asking like why r u crying?

do u have problem?

so, make sure u have a good xplntn or ppl might miss understood.

and it's important too, to share your thoughts with others.

because by sharing you might learn something new from them like from their point of view for certain things.

i like sharing and opinions from others.

it's just that i can't accept ppl who judge others opinion.

opinion are to be heard and taken. not to be judge.

now, i loss my point of entry-ing.

well.

the conclusion is.

i am physiologically and anatomically in a bad shape.

hoping to recover real soon.

because my lively and flamboyant energy is the thing that drives me energize

in spite the love spreading towards me.

:)

so i am going to wake up tomorrow and smiling while trying my best to continue my routine.

:)

p/s: i remembered that, when i was 12, while writing essay for my UPSR examination, the English paper, i can't remember how to spell the word routine. in the end i just spell it but can't sure what i wrote. what i am sure of is that, i miss spelled it. and that's for an A in English and a treat of KFC by my teacher. :p

intoxicated.and.kbkh.

1. rindu kbkh kesayangan ak tahap melampaui batas.

*ok, lepas ni ak kawal. ;p

2.rindu you-know-who ak tahap gaban.

*ok, ak try kawal next time. ;p

3.suke sbb napak *** hr ni

*ok, len kali ak kena blaja bethowl2 utk ctrl. ;p

4.emo tahap gaban.

*ok, maybe postMS kot. ;p

5.cuti ni macam xkan jupe kbkh2 kesayangan ak je. :(

*ak bz 11-15. 16 br free, hrp2 dorg wat program tyme tu onwards n cntct ak. :(

6.ak emo giler mlm ni wpun ade hepy2 sket sbb napak ***

*mane xnye, bapek ssh nak dpt taxi,dekat stgh jam, siap berderi2 mate ak tgu taxi.

7.ak harap esk akn lebih baek dr hr ni.

*sbb ak ade seminar yg best dlm hidup,trimas kepada penganjur2 n sponsor2 n org behind the scene nye :D , ak nak belanje cholera ak eskrem, ak nak mentor onigiri, ak nak dobi baju ak kasek siap b4 ak jalan kaki p kairo utk petame kali dlm hidup ak ke rumah bakan n9 setelah 3thn di sini, ak nak g drempark buat kali k 3, which means kali ke 2 ak p tampe kbkh2 ak yg chun2 n hensem2 -sry khairi, ak xle g dreampark ngn ko(org) :(- , ak akan besame chick2 ak esk dlm seminar dan hati2 dgn ap yg ak bakal tgk ;p , dan ak x tdo rumah esk.

8.ak harap ak dah normal sket skarang ni.

*gangguan emosi dlm mgu ni yg akhernye ter explode hr ni. ;p

9.ni lah 1st time ak tuleh ap yg ak dah buat n akan buat secare detailnye wpun not detailed enough >w<

10. ak rase cbrn n dugaan mgu ni byk buat ak pk di akher2 mgu ni yg da nak start cuti

*org len hepy, ak emo, tp ak still hepy. n actually ak slalu extra thinking sapai naek botak pale ak ni. seb baek %^&$^* ak *$%&%*^&. cume dlm mgu ni, ak overstrecth otaak ak utk pk beyond extra. ;p

11.yg penting, dlm mse terdekat ni, ak dah start pick up xtra kwn, means, ak kenal but never interact before, but alhamdulillah, lepas ice breaking *hehe, ak ske ice breaking effort aku ;p * ak berjaye tackle few utk socialize dgn.hehe, ak kan anak Suriali. ;p so, esk ak akn bertemu mereke2, kekaseh ak, kekaseh2 ak, dan juga mereka2 yg ak knal n start being friendly with.

12.terima kasih pada they all they all yg accept ak as kawan n accept ak as i am.if possible, n kite dah further r/ship, korg maybe blh tgk colours ak. ;p xpe, kite warm up dlu, nati lame2 vigorous lah exercise. jgn lupe cool down balek. ;p

13.ak ad wat checklist hampas dlm otak ak manusia2 yg ak aim n study2 ak n cuti2 ak n actvt2 ak n budget2 ak n apelg ntah dlm otak ak. xpe2,bakal direalisasikan dgn black n white.korang2 doa2 kanlah kejayaan ak dan keluarga ak dan kawan2 ak dan korng2 dan juga kaum muslimin n muslimat kat dunia ni yeah. :D

14. alhamdulillah, sudeyh kurang sket. :D tp still ade lah, yg ni sry lah abah ibu,table nak channel. ;p klang hampas, kot ye pun layan lah kite, org tgh emo2 ni. kalo dpt ckp ngn angah mesti best. kteh ke.ibu abah lg best. tp paleng2 best skali ibu lah. hehehhehehehe

oklah. tahniah pd uda dah dpt upsr hr ni.klong doakan uda terbuka hati utk jalan yg diredhai Allah. amin. :)

bye korunk2~. jumpe esk. :)

hoi, lupe, slamat eid adha

kullu sanah wa antum toyyibin. :)

tormenting.pleasure.

while some people are very particular in eating,

others are not.

my say is,

delicacies sometimes are tormenting.

cruels do torment their prey just for satisfactory and pleasure

of what being eaten.

they forgot that they are human.

maybe they thought they are half animal,

or completely.

well, it's us who knows ourselves better.

i just pity them so much.

may those accept their 'reward' generously.

scalpel.emergency.absent.

haha.

japanese are quite nice.

well, if it happen that scalpel are absent during surgical operation,

fugu hiki can be used instead. You also can choose wide variety of Japanese kitchen knife.

:D

life.people.satisfaction.

I cannot see her tonight.

I have to give her up

So I will eat fugu.

-Yosa Buson

some people are just satisfy to die upon passion towards food.

Compliment.

You know what.

Some people are just annoying.

Seems like they begging for compliment rather than being compliment by other.

Well.

That is just plainly annoying.

I am sorry.

I don’t compliment without my heart’s consent and desire to do so.

That’s a way for me to avoid insincerity and being dishonest.

I plainly meant it.

Honestly, I am not truly a sweet talker.

I am just being me.

:D

I praise when I feel I need to.

I don’t praise on purpose.

I praise to compliment and express my feelings toward someone or something.

And it happened when I feel I want to.

If you feel the need of my compliment towards you,

Dream on.

If not, just make sure you put me on the bottom of your list.

:D

Those who are of my concern are the most I can express my colors.

Not to some strangers.