checkmate.

it's either black or white

but we are black and white

thank you queen

i've learnt what i forgotten.

i'll take the pace forward with strategy 

to win over the opponent and

CHECKMATE!

thx Sister. :)

Reflection.

Look at me,
I will never pass
For a perfect bride,
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?

Now I see
That if I were truly to be myself,
I would break my family's heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am, Though I've tried
When will my
Reflection show who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside.

define.

it will happen with His will and bless. :)

p/s: khairi, sila churek gamba kuceng tu skarang. :P

present.gift.

don't be too concern of what was and what will be

''There's a saying, Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift, that is why it is called the present.''-Master Oogway

what.love.are.you?

it will really be my pleasure if it pleasures you. 

also, as my dad says, ''it is the littlest thing that ppl don't aware you did, is what really precious compare to the words and xtraordinary action you did.'' 

 please bear that in mind. :)

 

homesickness.distracted.sigh?

i hate distracting ppl such as that person

tht person drives me lightheaded and blew my focus off

duh!

shu! shu!~

and so that's why i hate ppl tht distract me tho i like them

irony isn't it?

duh! =.=''

and so comes the desire of visiting my not-so-called-dig-your-own-grave game

Ms. Twins Obscura!! :D

Project Zero Coolness.

have been missing them for ages more than Galaxy =.=''

the satisfaction of capturing how beauty of them in those type 7 and 14 film with my very own upgrades..

the beauty of the antagonist :P

tho i've been referring to wthru :P

at least i don't cheat~ XD

coolness of crimson butterfly :)

so many twins!! :D

and so also comes the number from Knowing

20110531

owh!! this one i know only

er..you might be able interpret it lol?

it's just numb3rs :P

p/s: life undergo cyclic changes exactly like mens cycle. it's just i wonder, do they also have some pathologic conditions and/or congenital anomalies? :P

so, does she makes your day? XD you better click to enlarge XD

p/s: #2 *since there's p/s: edy above XD* enjoy my hunny bunny too sweeten your life after she above XD i can't use L today since you'll get DM1 if you see him. ''it's too sweet to see reaction.'' XD

Don't.Know.Ing

carefree laughing me, when I see you thinking,
it feels like this world is just mine
even when I walk alone, I'm not lonely now
just with the imagination, my heart becomes deeply moved

today, in what clothes, with what an expression
will I see you?
just for a little moment time stops
this person doesn't see me now

how it came that I love you, I don't know Ing
how it came that I love, I don't know Ing
why my heart beats fast, I don't know Ing
what do you do with me
how it came that I love you, I don't know Ing
to love each other
it would be nice if you became exactly like my heart

these words I want to hear so much
without even one, while seeing each other, these words holding me
still, our hearts that unseemly become hidden
saving our hearts, the words that can't talk

today, in what clothes, with what an expression
will I see you?
just for a little moment time stops
this person comes to me now

how it came that I love you, I don't know Ing
how it came that I love, I don't know Ing
why my heart beats fast, I don't know Ing
what do you do with me
how it came that I love you, I don't know Ing
to love each other
it would be nice if you became exactly like my heart

know that I love you too (don't know)
know that I love (don't know)
me too, I know your heart
what do you do with me

how it came that I love you, I don't know Ing
to love each other
it would be nice if you became exactly like my heart

don't know

which.want.is.that.person?

which want is you actually?

king of spade?

ace of heart?

joker of diamond?

despite that, i am still queen of spade

p/s: BM hotness, L change the world. make sure your not hyperglycemic. :P

Named #1

Owh, this is it. Everybody including me wants any cool nicks to be their ID and sort of. And so, I just happen to watch BM2 in between my sleepy time. Well, sort of. And so, there they go, my dearie Falcon, not so heavenly name Blue Bird in the BM1, stink Hornet and now, Mosquito!! Ha.Ha.  if that’s so, I want to use Cockroach. Or maybe, Mice? Ant? Screw worm? Lice? Lucilia? Sarcophaga? Screw worm? ROFLMAO? XD 

Say, it does sounds cool sometimes, using such bugs or creepy stuff names like Arachnid. Ack. XD

Say, I can tell you now little things abt Behind-My-VelvetNightmare-Name. :D Say, I like these names cause it’s kinda cool you know. Sometimes getting stuff names like EGL is kinda cool for me. Well, of course I stick to my belief but still, I do like such things. It’s just that, I need to limit them. :P anyway, if you have knowledge abt vast things is not a problem, right? I think too it’s still okay to read bible too since you want to know such things they wrote in there but I never tried that one LOL. I just thought so and by the way, sometimes, extreme things you want to know abt, which I mean, over the limit, overdrive, XD you must ask those whom are wiser enough abt such things. In this case, I meant it to ask from ustaz or ustazah whom are reliable enough to ask such things. And it happens that I haven’t have an opportunity to ask them, I put that thought’s a side. :P  Anyway, it’s kinda late enough though because the first and last time so far, I’vce met with bible once when my family and I was check in into a hotel named.. I forgot. Duh! And it happens to be in the drawer where not most of us aware of. HA.HA.

I am such a curious girl owh, there goes my #xx-facts-abt-me duh! that I happen to go and search every inch of the room I was in and look at stuff. Well, if you happen to go and check in or stay by for hours like during transit with me, you would think that I’m kinda noob abt such. Lols. I have been in various hotels for quarter of my life due to my past history. H.E.H.E And I keep that hobby LOL.

Anyway, back to the VelvetNightmare thingy. Duh! So long, seb baik ak tules bukan cakap, ni pun da jao dr topic da =.=’’ here we go back again to the main topic XD. Say, it happens that I read Gempak mag which I am one of the kipas-susah-mati lover of the mag. AMARAN: setiap perkataan yg di BOLD dalam majalah ini adalah dilarang sama sekali digunakan untuk urusan rasmi. XD and so, the mags help you lowered your vocabs in Malay and destroy it. XD and I think that’s it does contribute to my B3 BM SPM2007 XD.  

And so, I learnt abt NWN in the mag and it has something related to Velvet and so, I got the VelvetNightmare mixed up with it. There comes my nick yeay!! Well, I have huge list of it so please don’t mention. :P

Well, went I try to search around abt my nick, around few years ago, I’ve learnt that my handsome Yazoo has a graceful gunblade named Velvet Nightmare. Ack. And that add’s the touch of my velvety night with nightmare. And so, here it goes again, Velvet Nightmare. Ack. XD

 Yazoo and VelvetNightmare.Coolness.

So, that’s for today hun. See you again Bunny for my next entry. Enjoy my nick. :P

 p/s: though I love nicks, my ID names from my origin of 46XX chromosomes are the best name I ever had and I am grateful of it.

gum.princess.

i shud stop that.

it's just too wide.

it's involuntary.

leyh? izayyik? doshite?

=.=''

well

need to aware of teh involuntary one.

i think methyl xanthine derivative helps you suffer palpitation 

and that gummy thing

..

i guess there's no way

except intuition

=o=''

there you go gums

7o7''

demmit.

People have right  to choose. That’s what give them excuses to choose who to talk to and who to respond to. Hello dear, you have no right to hurt others’ feelings freely you know. We all have our own rights to care too.

And by the way, think back, unless you get the permissions first. Do you have rights to photographs anyone freely? I mean, like profile. It might be okay if it’s just of many random people unless, your purpose is for his/her profile. Duh!